timothèe chalamet imagines

First time*

Warning: a lot of smut so. Like a lot. And it's long. Enjoy you horny bitches🥰

"You wanna watch a movie or.. we could play a board game?" Timmy said taking his coat and shoes off, making himself comfortable in my apartment as he had many times before this.

"Can we watch tv in my bed. I'm sick of the couch" I suggested

"Sure" he chuckled standing up and kissing my cheek. I grabbed his face gently and kissed his lips a little more aggressively than normal.

"Everything okay?" He chuckled into the kiss

"Everything's perfect"

We made our way to the bedroom and I turned on the bedside lamp so it wasn't too bright or too dark. We both crawled in and I immediately clinged to his arm.

"Are you sure you're okay? You seem.. I don't know needy" he giggled

"I just missed you"

Although I did miss him that week, I had also been thinking about some other things. Timmy and I had been together for almost 4 months now. We hadn't not had sex for any particular reason other than just waiting for the perfect time. He hadn't even mentioned it at all. I guess he was waiting for me to bring it up.

I hadn't really thought too much about it. I was just enjoying being with him. And although I love our relationship just the way it is, I can't help but think about him in another way.

I didn't really know how to bring up the topic. I know we needed to talk about it before jumping right into it. I couldn't help but doubt myself. What if he didn't want to? What if he didn't like my body? What if I do something wrong? I mean it had been a while since I had been in any sort of romantic situation.

I looked up at him as he stared at the illuminating screen. I admired his sharp jawline and his lips, thinking about what they could do to me.

He turned to me and caught me staring, a smirk appeared on his face

"What?"

"Nothing?" I smiled and looked away

"No tell me" he shifted his body towards me

I sat up a bit, getting more nervous than before.

"I kinda wanted to talk to you about something but I don't really know how to bring it up" I fiddled with my fingers

"Hey you know you can talk to me about anything" he said sitting up as well and a serious tone present in his voice

"It's just.. you know what it's not important"

"It's clearly bothering you, y/n seriously whats up?" He said pressing more

"I wanna have sex" I blurted out

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Did I just say that? Oh my god I'm a fucking idiot. He hates me now. He's gonna leave. He totally thinks I'm crazy.

"Oh" he raised his eyebrows and looked down at his hands.

"I mean.. I just- uh I- I didn't mean- oh my god" I shoved my face in my hands, embarrassed as hell.

"Hey calm down okay?" He chuckled and grabbed both of my hands. He leaned in and pressed a small kiss to the tip of my nose

"I was wondering if you were gonna bring it up first" he laughed

"Well I was wondering when you were gonna bring it up" I poked his chest

He took my chin in between his fingers and lifted it up slightly, connecting his lips with mine almost instantly. The kiss became passionate quickly, both of us just a little desperate. His tongue poked my bottom lip, silently asking for permission. I opened my mouth slightly, letting him in.