Her Revenge✓

15 : decisions

"Now Shehnaaz I will.... I will do drama yes...I will do it.... I will show you that I am already in relationship and you will leave me because... because I can't do anything else", he said after getting up. He took long breathes to calm himself but it didn't worked as he is going away from her

He is scared to trust her again. He has a fear now what if she cheated him twice? What if she won over him again? What if it's all planned again

He let go of his thoughts and Sat on a corner. Cold breeze hit Him like the same way it used to look before but now it's looking like even breeze is making fun of him and his life. Just then he heard her giggling sound. Shockingly he turned and saw her giggling wheras he was tickling her

*Flashback

"Sidharth leave naa... It's enough see I am trying hard not to laugh", she said while giggling. It is very difficult to control her laughter when he is playing with her . Sidharth was tickling her continuously and in mid he was trying to kiss her making her giggle more

"No I want to make you laugh let's see how you will control", he smirked and started tickling her more . Her giggles soon turned into laughter and they both Started laughing madly. It was 2nd time when he came there with him and they both spent their quality time here. There was no worry about work and life when they were with eachother.

After 5 minutes of continuous laughter they huffed and took a long breath to control themselves as whenever there was a eye contact they used to laugh again but now it's time to stop

"Thank you Sidharth you are best", she whispered and hugged him tightly. Sidharth hugged her more tightly and kissed her hairs slowly to feel her presence

*Flashback end

"Kaash Tum bhi best hoti.. aache se jee rhe hote(I wonder if you were best them we would be leading a happy life)", he thought and chuckled every place reminds him of her now even this place is like hell now. Here he used to come to fresh his mood which is now spoiled more

He moved inside with tears and one work caught his attention "sidnaaz" it read . His blood boiled with anger. He broke nearby bottle and started scratching their couple name with tears

"I will erase our every fake memory", he cried in chocking voice. He scratched their name mercilessly which caused blood but he least cared . He lost his sensed now as he was missing their warmth together. He always dreamt of their happy life together. He still miss her fragrance her hugs and kisses but he can't forgive her

"Huhh I never loved you Mr.. did I confessed ever",

He remembered those lines and throwed broken piece of glass somewhere. Like glass his heart was broken and like his blood his heart was bleeding. That day was like a nightmare to him. How can she break his trust? When he always gave his best he showed trust but she....

He sat on a corner he cried. He searched drinks and found 3 bottles he gulped them one by one and layed for sometime like a corpse. He can't gather courage to hurt her as this stupid heart loved her like no other. His stupid heart still beats for her

"Why can't I forget you? Why can't I hate you?", He asked from himself while holding empty bottle. He smiled like a mad guy seeing that their couple name was no longer visible only few words were visible from sidnaaz. Other words were destroyed

"Si-n---" he chuckled . This name which used to give peace is snatching his peace now. This name is forcing him to cry . He was never that much defeated. He is heartless he reminded himself. He kept reminding himself same whole night to forget that girl who don't deserve his love , who used him

"I will be heartless", these were last words before he passed out.
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Here Shehnaaz was waiting for him in hall. She wanted to get his forgiveness for trying to attempt suicide as well but he didn't showed up. She cried while placing her head on Table. She thought she will get a chance to sit close to him when he will but but again he didn't came breaking her heart more in pieces. She was in pool of guilt for hurting him . She is now ready to do anything for him but only if he want to give her a chance

She was in love with him but sometimes our mind and anger ourselves and we blur those things too which we don't even mean. We don't realise that we said something which was like a nightmare to someone.. She somewhere realise that she deserve those tears but still she is having a hope that she can win him once again but what about trust?

It's all about trust because she broke his trust. She should have never sold his personal information regarding his deals to someone. Because he trusted her not his old employees. She should have stayed loyal to him but does it matter now? Can it change the truth that she hurt him more than anything else?

No she can never. Trust is like a glass if it's broken then we can never mend it . Even if we mend it scars will remain visible forever. She thought she will use their closeness once again which he is going to ignore
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