Secret Daughter

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Ignore Mistakes
September 17,2021

Jania Meshell Jackson
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"Kentrell stop fucking calling my phone" I huffed hanging up

It's been almost a month since the court date and he still has yet to see Kelani

Everytime it was his turn to get her he made up an excuse on why he couldn't

I'm not begging him to be in my daughter life

She scared of the nigga so maybe it's best if he don't see her

And then he expects me to work around his schedule

Before the situation I would of had no problem with that but bring that I have to supervise him with his own daughter he's gonna follow the judges order

He supposed to see her every weekend weather it's Friday Saturday or Sunday

But nah he's rather be getting high somewhere

I'm not gone change my schedule around so hd could see his daughter if he really wanted to see her he would

My daughter don't need him and she never needed him

I would have loved for them to have that father daughter bond

But certain things you just can't get over

So now I just gotta focus on me and mines

I'm not gone allow him to come in and out her life

Either he wants to be there for her or he doesn't either way she still gone have me

I'm tired of being the good guy giving people chance after chance and all they do is let me and my daughter down

I never want my child to feel like it's ok to be somebody second option or to do for people and expect nun back

Kelani Arosé Gaulden is forever straight and imma need for everybody to know that

"Mommy" Kelani called snapping me out my thoughts

"Yes mama" I smiled kissing her cheek

"Eat eat" she pouted I chuckled getting up with her in my arms

Since it was ten I'll give her some breakfast good

I heated up the ego mini pancakes with some turkey sausage and gave her some Orange Juice

(A/N: orange juice better than apple ion care I said what I said)

We ain't got nun to do today so I guess I'll stay in the house with my baby

Being that Kentrell said he had to go to B.R to see his other kids

I mean I get it but you supposed to see my daughter one day out of a seven day week

This whole week you did nun but get high on live and you telling me you couldn't go to B.R one of them days

Ion care if people think Ik being selfish or sum you decided to lay down and have all these kids so make time for them equally

Any other time you bringing them to Houston or Atlanta with you but this specific time you gotta stay in B.R

BULL FUCKING SHIT

But it's cool he could do him

He bet not ask to see hear touch or even smell my baby

Done for

She don't got a father she got a Sperm donor

And his side of the family nun but followers

But shit what I expect he do take care of them

Only teelee been reaching out the rest treat my baby like she don't exists

Exactly why when she forget about them ion wanna hear them say I kept her away

Nah yall pushed her away

"I done mommy watch toons" she said excitedly

I cleaned up her mess than went into my new living room

Yes I moved back to Houston closer to my mama and my friends

"Uh pj mask ma" she repeatedly rapped me making me mug her

"Girl I almost whooped yo ass" I told her turning face the TV

We really just chilled always been just us always will be

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