let me take you to the place from where you can see children's hands stretching up to the sky from the ferris wheel, let me take you to my daydreams.
let me show you the world as orion sees.
writing : [2021]
feb 18 (2'14 pm) - july 25 (2'30 pm).
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from the child that was never loved.
we were children running where the asteroids would stray, and we sat on the rooftop for days, when the nights would come, i'd stretch my short hands to the sky, i could almost pretend that you and orion were mine.
i remember it all so well, you were wearing your favorite cross-stitched dress, the kids on the block picked on you because they only wanted someone to fight with, and i always made them pay for what they said, can friendships, a lot like love, ever be one sided?
cycling past open grass fields in june, quiet walking by the shorelines on the beach for many summer afternoons, when you finally thought you had enough of me, like cars passing by a lonely sea, can life, a lot like dreams, ever be not as it seemed?
it was a bane to my childish heart that moment in time when you said you were moving away, it was sundown, i was walking my cycle home now, thinking about all the strange things i had felt lately, how's a child to know about a slow coming tragedy?
it would be years later, when i would stumble into stranger, when i lifted my head to see you looking at me instead, i froze, hurt was like the waves greeting my shore, it would be years later when i would hit the high road, a melancholic memory running away from me, so slow.
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A/N : this is the first part of ravings of a madwoman, where she's just a child who lost her friend.
sometimes in life, we lose people who are close to us. sometimes, they don't understand us. and sometimes, it's just the fact that you're the only one trying to make amends which hurts the most.
thank you for reading, i know it's not sunday but i hope you enjoyed reading anyways. ♡
