CHAPTER 4

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I'm in my room after school studying on my bed with two best friends helping me. We're listening to a mix of Shawn Mendes, Taylor Swift, Halsey who could be the best pop singers of all time. We're all quietly humming the song under our breaths whilst trying to figure out how to do Sankey diagrams for physics class

"Okay, I understand it so 150j is the final amount right?" Somi questions. I look down at the diagram in my book then looked at hers

"Yes" I replied looking in my book for the next question

We are sat for a while looking at the questions I can't believe we got this much homework considering it's only Monday

"So I hear that there is an amazing party on Friday after another game" Somi gushed

"Okay are we going?" Tzuyu asked tightening her ponytail

"I don't know guys," I said warily

"Come on it'll be fun. Just try it for me" Somi pleaded with her big brown puppy dog eyes

"Fine," I said giving in easily







"Hey," I said walking down the hall seeing my brother after having said goodbye to my friends

"Hi I need to talk to you" he replied bluntly

Bambam dragged me into his room which I hadn't been in for around two years. It was different from how I remember and he has moved furniture around

Sitting at his desk chair I spun around and saw some of his sketches, they are so realistic with all the shading and highlighting. I saw that he mainly focused on drawing celebrities

"These are amazing," I said picking up a picture of Andrew Garfield

He came over to me and took the drawing, a light pink blush across his cheeks

"Anyway I brought you in here to say not to tell anyone that I'm bisexual," he said curtly, getting straight to the point

"Okay as long as you don't tell anyone including Mom and Dad that I'm gay"

"You're what?!" He asked sounding shocked

"I'm gay, I'm lesbian, I like girls. Do you want me to say it anymore?" I said my voice undertones a bit of teasing

"Wait?" Bambam said sitting down on his bed which was across from me looking slightly confused but also happy

"Yeah, why would I lie about that" I replied

He got up as I did too and he hugged me, the first hug I've had from him in years and it was comforting. It feels nice knowing that now at this very moment is the closest we've ever been

Pulling away I asked, "So do you have a crush on anyone?"

"I'm not talking to you about that" he protested

I tickled him saying "Why not? I'm not going to tell anyone or stop ticking you for that matter until you tell me who"

"Fine, Fine. It's Jackson"

"I knew it!" I said proudly

"What now?"

"I saw the way you looked at him at the game" I teased

"It's that obvious?" He said sitting back down on his bed sighing

"Yeah but it's okay, I like Jennie" it felt like a relief having someone to share and talk to my feelings about even if it is my annoying moody little brother







Dinner was kind of awkward although my Mom has sort of warmed to the fact that Bambam is bisexual there is still some tension

Dad is on his phone doing 'Business work' with one of his clients. Mom has a handful of times asked him to stop doing work at the table but he won't listen and instead just always carries on

"So, how's school?" Mom asked trying to make small talk looking pointedly at both of us

"Good," I said looking down at my plate, my fork searching for a piece of meat to eat before she asks me another question

"How about you Bambam?" She asked after taking a bite of her food

"Boring like normal" he replied straightforwardly

The rest of the dinner was pretty much silent other than the occasional sound of knives and forks scraping against the plate

After dinner, I went to my room and listened to a playlist of Our last night. When I could feel my eyes begin to flutter shut I got up and put on some pajamas that have little foxes on and went to sleep

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