"Yeah I know so what does this have to do with Tzuyu?" Somi asked
"Wait what do you mean you know?" I asked now confused
"Well you kind of made it obvious"
"What do you mean?" I asked wanting to know answers
"Well do you remember that time you were obsessed with Harry Potter?"
"Yeah so?" I questioned
"You used to always say how pretty Emma Watson was but not in the kind of way where you wanted to be her"
"Stupid twelve years old me with my celebrity crushes" I mumble chuckling slightly to myself
"Anyway back to the subject at hand, what does Tzuyu have to do with the fact that you're gay?"
"Ummm... She kissed me" I replied feeling my stomach twisting from guilt
"Wait Tzuyu, Who by the way likes Jk is gay? Somi asked
"I don't know if she's gay, bi-curious maybe?" I replied shrugging slightly
"You need to talk to her" Somi said grabbing my hands and pulling me up
The walk home was relaxing as the clear blue sky started to turn dark and little stars started to appear. I figured I would try and talk to Tzuyu after school tomorrow by inviting her around my house because even though she kissed me I hope that we can still be friends
Walking into my house I could tell already that my dad Isn't home and that my Mom is probably upstairs. As always I can hear music blasting through Bambam's walls as I make the journey to my room, to my surprise my Mom is in my room sitting on my bed
"Umm.Hey?" I greeted her in a questioning tone as to why she is sitting on my bed
"Hi sweetie I've been worried about you recently, come sit," she said patting the spot on the bed behind us
"Why?" I asked feeling my heart beat faster and palms start to sweat
"You think I didn't notice when you came home drunk?" She replied in a motherly tone
"Yeah sorry about that I guess I just didn't realize how much I was drinking until I was drunk then the next day a hangover" I answered lamely
"Well if you do it again there will need to be some kind of punishment," Mom said looking at me sternly, then she got up and left the room. Although, weirdly, she didn't at least ground me
As I'm laying on my bed scrolling through Instagram my brother come rushing into my room
"I think Jackson likes me!" He shouted
I sat up looking at my brother who is nearly jumping up and down
"But he's with Jennie" I started with a confused expression on my face
"Yes but he sent me a text asking if we can hang out sometime with a kiss"
"Okay....show me the next" I replied with my hand out for his phone
Hey, it's Jackson do you want to hang out sometime?
"So you say yes and find out if he does," I said smiling at him
"Okay okay I can do this," he said nervously before typing a reply
"It's sent"
"Good now do something to distract yourself from overthinking it," I said giggling
He walked out of the room whilst scrolling through his phone. I got out my diary and started to write
Dear diary
Today has been kind of weird, I decided to come out to my friend Somi and I told her about what happened with Tzuyu and me. Although with telling Somi about the whole Tzuyu kiss thing I do feel guilty because it wasn't my place to say about her sexuality
Jennie kissed me it was fun and surprising, she said that she is going to tell Jackson when the time is right. Talking about Jackson, my little brother Bambam got a text from said boyfriend Jackson asking to hang out sometime with a kiss at the end of it. I'm worried that he will get his hopes up and it won't work out but I need to be positive, we don't even know if it's a date...
Somi dragged me into a shop to try on prom dresses which I thought was ridiculous considering prom is months away. But as it turns out I found the perfect dress and Somi found a few that she liked the look of but didn't decide on getting one
My Mom found out about me going to the party and I got off lightly only an IF YOU DO IT AGAIN YOU WILL BE GROUNDED kind of punishment
Tomorrow I'm going to try to talk to Tzuyu after school to sort things out between us
I'm going to try and get some sleep
Goodnight
-Lisa
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My Cheerleader
Fanfiction(story adaptation) Lisa is gay and has a massive crush on a cheerleader at her school. A cheerleader who is supposed to be 'Straight'. But as the school year, progressives so does Lisa's confusion about Jennie. Maybe Jennie isn't as straight as she...
