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i'd probably regret it but,
boy you're my first love.
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"you know, some day in the future, i'll be able to see you walking towards me in a beautiful gown while i wait at the altar" he said as we walked towards our favorite picnic spot, the spot had the best sunsets and atmosphere, we both liked it very much.
"and you'll be as handsome as ever, dashing in your suit for sure" i said. it would have been the perfect wedding. him as my groom and me as his wife, it seems as if we were perfect for each, we were meant to be together.
"aw you're being too nice, love"
"am i?" i gave him a sly smirk before getting the stuff out of the bag.
"i miss having picnic dates" dejun said as he helped me fix the picnic mat on the grass underneath.
i slightly nodded and gave him a small smile, "me too, it's been awhile"
"wait babe, when was our last picnic?" he stopped setting up our pillows for a second before looking at me with furrowed eyebrows.
i paused setting the pillows as well and thought of our last picnic together, it was very fun, just like how it was every time we had one. "last february, for valentine's day. the next picnic schedule was supposed to be on your birthday"
"wow it's been 4 months. time goes by quickly, huh?" he gasped lightly before continuing his work.
"it sure does"
he gave me a smirk before slowly walking towards me, which i didn't react to because i was used to it. "and you know what i missed the most?"
xiaojun then suddenly tackled me and carried me which left me surprised honestly. he then kept spinning and we landed on the mat we had just placed. our landing wasn't really smooth and our positions weren't pioneered.
xiaojun was on top of me, his face inches away from me. i could smell his shampoo from here and the look in his eyes, it was so endearing. it made me lost in his eyes, i've stared at his eyes almost everyday, i was supposed to get used to it.
but today, the feeling was something else. i don't know if it was good or bad but it somehow felt.. sad.
xiaojun then leaned forward. his face leaning closer and closer to mines. it felt slow, it felt as if time was stuck there. and right before his lips collides with mine, our moment got ruined by a single phone call.
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