Finding Her Inner Self

Chapter Fifty Three ✨

||Chapter Fifty Three||

Mobola.
I looked back at Kolade as he looked devastated with his head on Tade's thighs. The news itself kind of got us unable to speak. I never imagined that Dayo, The macho, famous ladies man in the whole of campus was gay.

"Wait up kola. Like you're serious?? Dayo's really gay?" Tade asked her eyes still wide and filled with surprise.

"Yes I'm serious! Okay.." he snapped startling the both of us.

"Okay... We believe you so relax. So if he's gay? Why is he always on your case?" I said confused.

"I don't know okay. He probably hasn't accepted himself yet or something.. I don't really care. I'm just angry!! Like so angry!!" He said raising his head up from her thighs.

"Why?" Tade asked looking confused.

"I'm angry because everything suddenly seems like a big lie!. Like my life suddenly has no meaning.. It feels like I've been punished for so long for actually just being me!" He answered his voice really pained.

"Hey don't say that. You didn't know.. I'm sure there's something else dayo's hiding..I mean Tobi killing himself just seems off" I said thoughtfully..

Kolade's face immediately morphed into an angry frown at the mention of Tobi's name before he gave a really dry humorless laugh.

"Tobi. The guy I actually thought was my best friend. You know since he saved my life. But I guess I was just a pawn in his little sick twisted game with Dayo" he hissed.

"Baby relax. This seems really suspicious, I think you should find out more about the truth. I mean why would his family lie that he died in an accident? And why would he actually kill himself?. Babe I think Mobs right, something is really off" Tade added with a somber expression on her face causing me to nod in agreement.

"Tee, I don't care about the fucking truth!. It's useless to me now . I don't give a damn about why Tobi killed himself okay. I don't want to know!" He yelled surprising her.

"He was still your friend Kola! Something else might have really happened that caused him to kill himself! Think about that and stop being so self centered!" Tade exclaimed surprising the both of us.

Kolade immediately got up from her bed, his eyes filled with anger as he sent her the meanest glare. But I could see the pain he was desperately trying to hide.

"I'm self centered?. Me?! Oh wow. Wow Tade. Once again you just proved how much you can be a bitch!" He spat in anger his words startling the both of us.
Did kola just. Did he just call his own girlfriend a bitch?.
Tade's eyes immediately started to water as they held each other's gazes intently. Kolade's eyes immediately softened, his eyes filled with regret before he stormed off slamming the door on his way out.

Tade immediately bursted into tears, causing me to rush to her side wondering what the heck just happened right now?!.

"Mobs... Mo..I was.. just trying to get him to understand.. no one.. deserves to die like that.. and.. and" she hiccuped crying badly..

She's really hurting..
"Shh.. it's okay tee.. don't cry..Tik's just having a real bad day.. I'm sure he didn't mean it" I said embracing her in a hug trying to calm her down..