I then suddenly saw something lay on the floor , it looked like xiao
I rushed over to the other side of the road and looked at xiao
He had crying marks in his cheeks and his arms where full of cuts
"I found him ganyu" I signed her to come over
She quickly picked him up and carried him back to the school nurse
"I don't think he will be waking up so soon , he has some serious injuries and seemed like he hasn't eaten for weeks" weeks...?
I'm such a bad friend even tho I didn't even consider him as my friend
He probably hates me now
I don't want him to hate me , I don't know why but I just Don't want him to
Usually I wouldn't care
But I do care
~*xiaos pov*~
The last thing I remember is that everything is black
Then i suddenly woke up at "home"
Mother was there
"Hi sweetie what do you want to eat"
"ALMOND TOFUU!!" I screamed
"You can't eat almond tofu every day xiaoi how about something else"
"Now I want almond todu" my toddler me pouted
Mother sighed "fine fine" let's go shopping later"
"Oki"
As i was crossing a street a car suddenly came
I froze until Someone suddenly pushed me out of the way
I looked back to see my mother laying there bleeding "m-mother ?" I started to sob
(Lmao I cried while Making this part)
"Xiao honey I-I'm sorry" that where her last words her last breath
I started to sob more and more it wouldn't stop even after the ambulance took me and my mother
"Where's mommy" I cried
I wouldn't stop crying
Even in kindergarten I wouldn't stop screaming for my mother when I suddenly woke up
I had an unsteady breath and tears
I felt someone hug me ? Who would hug me
I looked down to see venti
"You know xiao you are like in kindergarten when you wouldn't stop crying for your mother"
Wow "it's not funny..." I mumbled
"Aww come on it was a little funny"
I could feel more tears form in my eyes , while ventis was still hugging me
His hug was sort of a comfort "it's n-not funny" I mumbled again but a little more quiet
"Wasn't your mom on some kind of trip"
"No... can you please stop asking" I wanted everyone to leave me alone
I somehow didn't wanted venti to leave...
"Why are you guys even here , you just feel sorry for me anyways..." I'm pushing everyone away from me again
"Stop talking non sense , we care about you" ganyu exclaimed
"Well if you would have cared , you wouldn't have ignored me for the past weeks"
"But-"
"There is no excuse for just using me as a space holder until you find someone better" I cut her off
I stood up and left the nursing room , ignoring how my right leg hurt and some other stuff
I went into my dorm room and again isolated myself form everyone
Again
They won't come after me anyways
Some time passed I don't know how much when venti came into the room
I didn't wanted to see or talk to anyone
"I- look I really am sorry xiao , you looked like you didn't wanted to talk to me so I thought I would just-" he tried apologizing
"It's fine..." I mumbled cutting him off
What am I even talking it's not fine I don't wanna forgive anyone it will just repeat itself against
Ventis facial expressions went from probably fake sad to happy
He gave me a hug , I hated hugs but this was somehow not that bad
"Well then see you later" he smiled and left again
