𝐻𝑂𝑊 𝐼 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼𝑇 {𝑃.𝑆𝑀𝑂𝐾𝐸}

𝚈𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝙳𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙼𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝙼𝚎 𝚂𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎

𝙺.𝙿

"Don't be silly girl he's probably just telling you what you want to hear don't expect him to take you seriously you did say he's a rapper, he probably does that to a lot of other girls" My cousin Kara said.

"Yeah you're probably right a lot of dudes flirt with me while I'm working I don't know why I took it so seriously this time," I said softly.

"Yeah, but I have to go to sleep soon I have work but are you coming to Sunday dinner at gramma's house she's been asking about you a lot," She asked.

"Oh crap, I forgot about Sunday dinner I've been so busy with work and everything. Man I feel so bad now I'm most definitely coming I'll just have to work overtime this week so I can get a day off on time" I said adjusting my bonnet.

"Well I'm going to let you get sleep I will call you tomorrow and see you on Sunday," I said.

"Ok, I'll see you on Sunday love you," She said.

"Love you too bye," I said then we hung up.

Maybe it was too good to be true I don't know it's been a whole day since I saw him and he's still on my mind I don't know why though.

Plus it's no point in having any interest in him my dad wouldn't approve of him anyways and I don't want him to scare him away nobody should go through that and I won't allow myself to let that happen so it's better off to just leave it alone.

He put his number on one of the many 20 dollar bills that he and his friends tipped me but it just so happens he was the one to tip me the most.

And I was very grateful to it too working at the diner for hours then getting paid little to nothing can be exhausting and frustrating.

But Kara was right he is a rapper he can have any girl and all the girls he wants what does he want from a shy lil girl like me.

I won't be able to do anything significant for him I could barely do stuff like that for myself.

He has tattoos all over him big chains pants that hang low rings all over his fingers muscles everywhere too.

I won't be able to handle all that.

And I know girls are gonna be all over him and running up to him too.

And I don't know how to fight so I don't know what I'm gonna do I wasn't raised like that to put my hands on somebody not did I grew up in a place where I was put in a position where I had to put my hands on somebody.

Let me just worry about myself I mean I just got away from that crazy girl I was messing with so I'm good where I'm at.

Sunny Side Daycare

"Where are your eyes?" I asked enthusiastically as they pointed to their eyes.

"Great Job!... Where are your itty bitty feet? I asked.

"Right Here!" They all said excitedly making me clapping my hands in praise.

"You guys are so smart! Ok, now it's time for our next activity finger painting!" I said as they all eagerly went to their cubbies to grab their art shirts.

As I went to go grab the paint my phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked confused because I don't expect calls while I'm working so I didn't know what and who and why someone was calling me.

Hey K.P it's D.D I was just asking if you're coming to work today?" He asked me.

"Yes D.D I'm coming to work why you asking I thought you knew?" I said setting the paint on the table.