𝐻𝑂𝑊 𝐼 𝐿𝐼𝐾𝐸 𝐼𝑇 {𝑃.𝑆𝑀𝑂𝐾𝐸}

𝙲𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚃𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙾𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙼𝚢 𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚍.

𝙺.𝙿

"What do you want?" I said with my hand in my hip.

"Why have you been ghosting me?" She said.

"I don't know Tori I've been busy it's five a clock in the morning you shouldn't be popping up at people's houses like this unannounced" I yawned.

"I'm not leaving until I get an real answer to why you've been ghosting me you're seeing someone else aren't you?" She said.

"I'm not and if I was it doesn't concern you because we're not together and we never was ok just go home you're wasting your time," I said.

"Oh really then why did it take for me to go to your job asking for you and one of your co-workers told me that you were talking to some guy," She said making me roll my eyes.

Has she been creeping on me?

"So I can't talk to guys now? And you're making it seem like I'm just out here flirting with guys and if I was it's none of your concern or your business" I stated.

"It is my business if I haven't seen you or talked to you for almost a month now. We were just cool then out of nowhere you ghost me how do you think that makes me feel," She said getting teary-eyed.

See I told you she was flip-floppy just came in here all hard and now you about to cry on my doorstep.

"I have work in the morning Tori I just haven't been feeling you anymore and I don't want to waste your time by putting on a front and yes I've could've told you sooner instead of ghosting you but I have been busy and I couldn't bring myself to it I'm sorry Tori just go home," I said to her.

"You gone regret that....watch" She pointed at me.

"Bye Tori," I said shaking my head and closing my door.

Five in the morning? Really?

As I was walking back in my bed I looked at my dresser seeing the twenty-dollar bill that what's his name?... Bashar gave me I was gonna reach for it but I shook my head and went to lay back down.

I should just focus on myself for now and it's five in the morning I'm pretty sure he's asleep anyway.

I'm not gonna lead him on though because he sounds like a good person you would want to hang around as a friend but I think it's pretty obvious he wants to be more than just friends.

He likes what he wants and he's gonna use every chance that he can get to get it.

But I don't know I have to get to know him more before I jump into anything especially a relationship I just feel like I should wait so I don't rush into anything and waste my time.

Also, another big reason why I have such a guard up is that he's a rapper supposedly I don't know if Iwant to ask him or not to clarify because I don't want to sound like a leech or anything and he might think I might be in his face acting all nice just so I get something in return.

Which is not ok to do.

Then if we ever get into a relationship I don't want to deal with all the pulled to the side talks from my family members asking me if I'm ok and if I'm making the right decision with the person I'm with.

I know you shouldn't worry about what people say but when you have family members saying negative things about you and what you do you're gonna start to end up believing it.

If I haven't told you before my family is some pretty hardcore Christians and they are VERY old school at that.

I remember going to school in long jean skirts and just long skirts you know to dress modestly.