Chapter 38

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After talking about the field affairs to Qu Lang, people went to work on other things.

Only Qu Lang's mind was reverberating with field affairs, and Qu Lang used his almost stiff mind to think.

Finally, a sentence came into my mind.

Something happened to him...

I can never wait for him...

This thought exploded in Qu Lang's mind. When he fell to the ground, he seemed to have taken out his strength. He didn't have any thoughts in his whole body that he wanted to continue to live, as if the air had become an unnecessary thing.

He has never felt that just sucking air into the lung cavity and completing a simple oxygen replacement is so difficult.

Qu Lang felt a heartache from his heart, and a smell of sweetness rose in his mouth, and he wanted to spit it out, but in the end he was still suppressed.

Qu Lang felt that he was frightened by the loss of Shen Mingbei forever.

He was terrified, as if he would not be afraid if he continued to fear.

He was scared, as if afraid that he could escape reality.

Previously, I could endure, and Shen Mingbei no longer belonged to him, and could endure Shen Mingbei to get close to other people. Because he can at least stand not far away from Shen Mingbei, watching carefully, watching Shen Mingbei regain his former look.

Be the warm and sunny person in my memory.

Pray not to be discovered by Shen Mingbei, not to be hated by Shen Mingbei, and hope that one day, Shen Mingbei, who has warmed others, can give himself a little bit of heat and let himself out of winter.

In the past, he blindly believed that Shen Mingbei loved him, would be by his side, and would always wait for him.

So he has no fear, he is unscrupulous.

Little by little, he challenged Shen Mingbei's bottom line, and tried Shen Mingbei's love for himself again and again...

He thought that as long as Shen Mingbei loved himself, he could always have him like this.

But in fact he was wrong, love needs to be maintained and cared for.

When he didn't cherish it, Shen Mingbei took the love back.

I only regretted the day I lost it.

From the day when Shen Mingbei raised his divorce with him, Qu Lang regretted every day he spent.

I regret that I hurt Shen Mingbei in the past, I regret that I didn't wake up earlier, and I regret that I didn't tell Shen Mingbei clearly how much I loved him.

Qu Lang was wrapped in worry and fear, but he was also hopeful. He thought at least he could wait, and wait until the day when Shen Mingbei changed his mind...

After all, he let him go before Shen Mingbei hated him and hated him.

Even if this incident made him regret and made him extremely irritable, he was still grateful, at least Shen Mingbei hadn't hated him yet.

But the premise of all this is that Shen Mingbei is still alive, and that Shen Mingbei is stable and safe...

Qu Lang felt that all his blood was frozen.

He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say. He hoped that he might die just like that, and fall by the side of the road that Shen Mingbei passed by. Maybe the two of them could meet again.

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