Another Hate Love Story

37.

Adnaan's POV

Phuppo Jaan was sleeping peacefully in Sara's room, and she was standing in my bedroom, though she wanted to sleep with her mother to avoid me but thankfully Phuppo Jaan forced her to my room.

"Sara" I grabbed her arm lightly but she turned to me and pushed my hand away.

"I've come here it doesn't mean that you've get forgiveness" Her anger was still on peak but I held her both hands in mine.

"Listen to me..." saying that I sat down on bed and pulled her beside me.

"Is there anything left to say?" she asked with venom in her voice.

"You haven't listen anything yet!" I said and she glare me.

"Your first and last love of life had informed me everything. You didn't want to marry me because you love her... You still love her but just because of this marriage you're living away from her... Why are you doing this much big favour on me? Go and start living with her, I don't want to live with you... I am here just for few days after that I'll shift to other home, I can earn for myself as well as afford a home too" I was just listening what Sara was saying, this time she was shouting but showing her rage with her big eyes.

"What she had told you? I still love her?" ignoring everything what she said I just focused on the biggest lie ever and Sara glare me

"Yes!" she grit her teeth and I rest my head backward while clenching my hair in my fist.

"Love.. I never love her.." I said in hushed tone but she jerk her head

"Then what was that which you've done with her" I was silent on her question.

"Sara... That was a sin..." I admitted and she glare me but I pulled her closer to me.

"I was friend with Mansi, we both use to take our dinner together every night but that night we both did a vodka race and I don't know what happened after that in the state of Intoxication" I told her and she pulled her hand away from my grip, her eyes were widely open.

"What..?? It means you use to drink too... Have you left any other sin?" She asked while glaring me and I sighed

"You know what tastes best in this world?" she furrowed her brows but glare me

"Don't say alcohol.. Don't put all the blame on your Intoxication" She glare me but I smiled sadly while shaking my head.

"Sins taste best in this world, after savouring it once its difficult to leave it.. I never love her it was only lust which had attracted me towards her" She looked away after listening that but I noticed two tears in her eyes which fell out like the crystals

"But Sara... Within two months of that relationship I realised that I shouldn't do that... I had repented and I'm still repenting for that in front of my almighty." This time she looked towards me and her eyes weren't showing venom like before but she was still hurt due to me... And it was obvious. I know.

"At that time when I said to stop all those activities Mansi wasn't happy, but then she got a boyfriend and we bith separated our paths, after that I never did anything like that, niether with Mansi nor with any other girl" I told her and she glare me with wet eyes.

"Then what was the reason behind that dance in your office party?" She questioned..

Thankfully, at least she decided to held a conversation to clear everything, otherwise she was stucked on her point that she didn't want to see my face.