After three years in France as a professional swimmer, Hina decides to return to Japan and represent her native country at the world tournament.
Her childhood friend, Bokuto Kotaro, also joined a great volleyball team : the MSBY black Jackals.
And...
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It was past three in the morning but we still couldn't sleep. We had spent the evening drinking and dancing as if our conversation when we had toast had never existed. We were now lying in bed, my head resting on Atsumu's chest. We let the silence speak for us. He looked thoughtful and I didn't want to disturb him but he spoke up.
"I'm leaving at the beginning of May." He announced bluntly.
I straightened up in shock at the news.
"But Bokuto told me you are leaving at the beginning of June for Italy !" I exclaimed.
Atsumu put his two on his face and huffed hard.
"Bokuto yes, me no. I have an internship with a team in Germany before the VNL."
"What for ?" I say with tears in my eyes. "Does that mean we're not going to know until the end of the Olympics ?"
"Don't cry baby. You'll be busy too. You won't even think of me when your championship starts."
He rested his forehead against mine and wiped away one of my tears that I had tried to hide.
"You can no longer focus on your victories when I'm gone."
He crossed our fingers and kissed me softly.
"We have a month to enjoy. After that I will leave with Sakusa for Germany."
For all answer I kissed him. Our kiss was soft at first, but it was quickly driven away by a mixture of passion and rage. He ran his hand under my top and his fingers pinched one of my nipples.
"I'm going to miss your body baby. You're so sweet."
He pulled my t-shirt over my head so that I was shirtless in front of him. His mouth fell on my breasts and a moan covered my silent sobs. Why did it hurt me so much that we were apart ? He leaned his back against the bed and kissed me all over the face.
"You are so beautiful. I could watch you all day."
He unbuttoned his pants and took off his T-shirt.
"I will miss your mouth so much." He continued, pressing his lips against mine.
He then grabbed a condom which he unrolled on his penis and for once without foreplay, he penetrated me. This fuck was unlike any we've had before. Usually it was bestial, strong, fast. Tonight it was sweet. Tonight he wasn't fucking me he was really making love to me.
"I love being inside you so much Hina." He moaned in my neck.
He intertwined our fingers and I put my free hand through his hair. My tears flowed without my being able to control them. Only our moans echoed in the room. No jerky breaths, our breaths cut off with each back and forth. And I, that heartache and feeling that I had been feeling for days was more present at that moment.
"I wish I could have met you before sweetheart. We could have enjoyed you and me so much." Moaned again Atsumu. "I would have given you heaven baby."
Why were our careers more important than us ?
"I love you Atsumu." I sobbed, moaning.
A tear rolled down my cheek but this time it wasn't mine.
"Me too Hina. What the fuck do I love you."
Pain pierced my chest when he said what I dreaded. A scream of pain came out of my mouth and Atsumu instantly withdrew from me.
"Baby, what's wrong ? Did I hurt you ?" He asked as my hands were pressed against my heart trying to stop the pain.
Atsumu hugged me and rocked me. The pain gradually eased as he covered my skull with kisses.
"I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry." He repeated, letting his tears flow.
I lifted my hand to stroke her cheek.
"Nothing is your fault. I don't know what happened." I said as I hadn't been able to speak for several minutes.
"Are you feeling better ? Do you need something ?" He worried again.
"I just want to sleep in your arms."
He gave me a hug and leaned us against each other. Sleep hit me suddenly and I closed my eyes ready to fall.
"You're my heaven."
It was the last sentence I heard before I fell tired.
