𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗲𝘇: 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘀 💫

𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗿𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲: 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗻𝗮𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲

you were dating a member of ateez.. a huge dream of yours come true. for the length you've been together,, you've never let them see you cry... but today was the first.

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choi san
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you and your friend had a huge argument today.

you were going to give your friend a ticket to go see ateez with you, even though you were dating a member. you were able to get the tickets the day after her birthday.

you forgot to tell her happy birthday cause you were going to give her the tickets with the message of 'happy birthday.'

well, your friend got mad because she thought you forgot your birthday.

you held the two tickets in your hands and you tried not to get them wet with your tears that pooled out of your eyes. you slowly threw your head back against the wall, wincing when it hit harder than expected.

out of calm rage you threw the tickets across the room, watching as it falls to the floor.

you let out a deep breath. you buried your face in your hands and let the tears fall.

san was practicing, and you were both supposed to dance for fun at his company. you were supposed to leave twenty minutes ago, but you were sitting on your shared bedroom floor. crying.

you saw your phone buzz on the floor and you unhid yourself to see what it was. it was san.

sannie 💕
hey babe, is everything okay? i'm coming over to make sure you're okay.

you swallowed a lump in your throat.

minutes passed until he got there. the door opened to your apartment. you heard it close shortly after.

"y/n?" you heard him say. you replied with the tiniest "yes" that you were capable of.

"where are you?" he asked.

"here." you say, in tiny again. he heard you and followed where you were. he found you, and immediately caressed you in his arms.

"i'm here now. everything will be okay."

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song mingi
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you tapped your foot to the music you were listening to, the rhythm playing in your ears.

this morning you had terrible news, that a family friend you liked had passed away yesterday. all day you spent trying to make things happier by listening to your favorite songs.

after 'rhythm ta' finished, a new song started to play. it was 'good evening,' a song that your family friend adored.

you felt your heart drop.

the memories you had with them rushed up to you, and you couldn't help but feel miserable. 

at the right moment, your boyfriends left the bathroom from his shower, his tired eyes locking onto your crying figure. he back hugged you, and kissed the top of your head.

"what's wrong? can i fix it?"

you slightly chuckled at his determination to make you feel better.

"well... a family friend passed this morning sadly." you explain, and turn around to look into his eyes.

"oh." he said, sounding defeated. "i can't help with that." you chuckled at him.

"it's alright. just you being here helps a ton."

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jung wooyoung
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you heard loud screaming from the dorm next to yours. your friends in ateez are playing uno. again.

if you weren't crying on the floor having a panic attack then you'd love to join them. but, here you are, on the floor. crying. and having a panic attack.

perfect timing, am i right?

you picked up your phone to scroll through pictures you and wooyoung have taken along the several months you have been dating, in hopes to cheer you up.

it worked, for the most part. you saw one of your favorite pictures of both of you. you smiled through the pain on that note.

you heard your dorm door open, and you guessed it was wooyoung. by hearing the crashing and giggles, yes. you were right. but he brought yunho along with him.

"wait here, i'm sure she's in the bedroom." you chuckled as you heard his wrong guess. you watched him pass the open door to the bathroom, the room you were in.

you could see his back, barely, but you could see him stop in his tracks. he turned around and immediately fell to your arms.

"why are you crying? is everything ok? i'll stay here with you until it gets better."

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choi jongho
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you came back with jongho to your shared dorm, giggling and smiling from a good night out.

he took you to a romantic restaurant, where you both got treated like royalty. it felt good, being on the top of the food chain for once.

you both got home, and as soon as you opened the door your jaw fell.

your recently bought puppy, cooper, locked eyes with you. but, in his mouth was a shredded jongho photocard. and beside him was a shredded ateez poster.

you felt the waterworks pump in your eyeballs and the tears fall, rolling down your cheeks.

jongho didn't quite realize you were upset about this, he went to scold the puppy instead.

when jongho was finished, he noticed you were crying.

his eyes softened as he came to hug you, and pull you info his chest. "what's wrong?" he asked softly, rubbing your back.

"cooper shredded my photocard."

he pulls back at your response and giggles. "why are you so upset about it?"

you felt insulted by that. "jongho, it's you. he shredded you. that was my only photocard of you." you frowned and pouted at him.

he chuckled and hugged you. "goofball. i can always get you another one. cheer up yeah? i have some chocolate for you."