I practically ran home, hot tears streaming down my face. How could Jennie do this to me? I loved her, still love her
Opening the front door I rush into the kitchen gulping down the glass of water I just poured
I heard someone enter the room but didn't want to turn around
All I want to do is be huddled up in my room and hope that everything goes away
"Lisa are you okay?" Bambam carefully asked walking more into the kitchen
Turning around slowly I can see the worry on his face
"I can't believe Jennie would cheat on me" I sobbed
"She cheated?" Bambam said questioningly sounding confused. He walked up to me wrapping me into a comforting hug
Bambam ran his hand up and down my back letting me cry
He occasionally said things like 'It'll be okay and 'Maybe there's a reason
I didn't want to believe that there is a valid reason. She cheated on me
How could I trust her?
My tears stained his top as we pulled away
"Good thing all my clothes are pretty much black," he said jokingly trying to lighten the mood
"Sorry" I whispered
"You have nothing to be sorry for" Bambam replied with a small smile
"Now go upstairs take a nice hot shower and I'll bring you up one of my special hot chocolates" he ordered so there was no room to refuse
I felt slightly better being all cozy in my pajamas when I heard a knock on my bedroom door
Opening the door Bambam walked in with two hot chocolates in his hands and sweets balancing on his arms
"Help please before I drop everything" he begged to struggle to keep everything balanced
I put the hot chocolates down on my bedside table as he dumped the sweets on my bed
"What's all this for?" I asked looking at everything
"I'm not leaving you by yourself to wallow in your room alone, except for a second" he replied quickly heading out the room
Once he was back in the room he had his laptop held in his hands. We shoved loads of pillows and blankets onto my bed
Settling ourselves down Bambam opened up his laptop revealing a picture of him and Jackson out somewhere
Looking at Bambam I could see him blushing slightly then quickly logging on
It's great how happy they are, why couldn't Jennie and I?
Going into Netflix we selected a film
The rest of the evening I spent chatting with Bambam, eating sweets, and watching films
The next day I woke up and as soon as my mind registered that it's a new day memory of last night came flooding back into my mind
My head is banging from being upset and a slight hangover. Getting up I sluggishly made my way downstairs and into the kitchen
Grabbing a glass of water and getting some paracetamol I took two then drink the water
Mom came into the room with a bright smile
"Why are you so happy?" I asked looking at her
"Because everything is fantastic the baby is fine, your dad won another one of his cases and it's nearly December" my mom exclaimed randomly
"Okay well I have a headache and want to be in my bed" I replied going back up to my room
When I woke up for the second time today I could hear voices downstairs. Very familiar voices
My mom and Jennie, quickly shoving on some clothes I picked out a pair of ripped jeans and a Bigbang band t-shirt. Brushing my hair I rushed downstairs seeing mom and Jennie
"Why are you here?" I asked with a blank expression
"I need to explain" Jennie replied sorrow laced into her voice
"You cheated on me there's no excuse for that" I retorted
Mom seeing that it was awkward for her to be here, left going into a different room
"I know. I know. Look it was all getting too much after being outed and the stalker. So I fucked up again like I always do" she said tears forming in her eyes
"Did you even like him? Why would you kiss him and not talk to me?" I asked trying to let the tears stream down my face
"No. No. I love you" she protested letting her tears fall
"I was drunk and stupid. The stalker was on my mind and I got dared to"
"I don't believe you. You said you loved me. I can't believe that I was so fucking stupid in thinking that you'd fall for someone like me. So, get out I don't want to see you anymore. Make sure you leave me alone" I retorted my voice going slightly high at the end
The stalker got what they wanted. Jennie and I officially over
Jennie reluctantly nodded shutting the front door behind her
I never want to see her again
And then I let the tears fall
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My Cheerleader
Fanfiction(story adaptation) Lisa is gay and has a massive crush on a cheerleader at her school. A cheerleader who is supposed to be 'Straight'. But as the school year, progressives so does Lisa's confusion about Jennie. Maybe Jennie isn't as straight as she...