Aniyah ~Niyah
It's been 2 weeks since everything happens and we barley see draco and if we do he bring his whore which Made me miserable
"Niyah get up " Nique say coming in the room.This is the month my daddy and siblings died which made me depressed and sad knowing they not here anymore
"No im good"I say still under the cover
"Ok well here's you food "she say leaving a bag of food on my night stand then leaving . The girls know how hard it's for me so they trying there best by bringing me food and more but mostly the food goes in the garbage because I don't feel like eating it
"Ughh" I say turning over looking at the ceiling
"I know y'all don't want me depressed and sad like this "I say talking to myself
I decided to get up and get dressed me being sad and making the girls be my servant is not going to bring them back definitely not making me happy
"Hey" I say walking out my room seeing siah on the couch
"Where you going"I ask sitting in the couch
"To Walmart you wanna come" she ask slightly smiling at me
"No im going to there grave to drop flowers off "I say smiling back
"Ok call me if you need anything ok "she say hugging me
After she left I got up and went to go get flower's then I headed to there graves
"Hey you guys I bought you flowers and bears I really miss you and Liyah we turning up for your birthday so don't worry "I say sitting down smiling
"Dad I know you just wanted to be happy and have a better life for us and it's ok i know you tried your best to make it seem like mom was the best even though she wasn't you fought so hard I'm happy your at peace "I say wiping my face
"Hey I see you came to see them "my mom say as I turn around and mug her
"You don't have no right coming to see them "I say standing up
"A' Niyah you act like your the only one suffering from them not being here "my momma say getting closer
"You the one that made this happen if you would of acted like a wife they would still be here but no and then you go get married 2 years later and act like you don't care you got rid of me when I needed you the most your my mother to ok I need you every day but you don't care you don't call or nothing "I say crying and screaming
"Niyah I'm sorry ok I wasn't thinking ok I love you so much and I was just not in the right mindset to raise you "she say
"Bullshit every birthday and every holiday I called you never answered never wanted to talk so busy with your other kids "I say getting in her face
"Niyah let's start over ok I'm sorry"she say crying
"Start over how I'm grown you can't bring back the young Niyah cause when she needed you, you didn't want her so no we can't start over "I say pushing her
"Niy"siah say running to me
"Siah tell her I love her please I need her I can't take this guilt "she say trying to make me feel bad
"Leave her alone "siah say trying to make her leave
"No she my child and everything is not about her ok I had to bury my kids and my husband for her to blame me is not fair " she say screaming
"Yo bitch you need to leave now "Quan say as siah hugs me
"It's ok niy I swear it is " siah say rocking me
"I can't do all this I swear I can't I'm tired "I say
After I calmed down Quan to my car while I got in siah's and we drove to the house
I went in my room and took a shower after that I laid down looking at the ceiling playing back al the things that has happened
"Niy can we come in"I hear the girls say knocking on the door
"Yeah sure "I say sitting up on the bed
"You alright "Nique ask walking in
"I'm ok really I just need to come at peace at things "I say smiling
"You sure it's ok not to be ok"Mani say
"I'm ok guys I promise just having a bad day but I'm ok "I say nodding my head
"Ok we'll we finna leave you "the say getting up hugging me and walking out
"Bestieeeee "ace say coming in the room
"Niy you want be to drag his mole rat ass out of here "siah say
"Nah he good"I say laughing
"Yeah I'm good big foot"he say as she walk out
"So what can I help you with ace"I ask looking at him
"Oh nun can I tell you something "he say smiling at me like a child
"Yes you can "I say rolling my eyes looking at him
"So you know I've been not hanging around y'all and stuff"he say making me squint my eyes at him
"If you on that snake shit you got to go buddy "I say stopping him from talking
"Nah nun like dat but I got me a lil girl friend "he say smiling
"No not Alshawn Jones having a girlfriend "I say putting my hand on my cheeks
"I know right I really fuck wit her she not all in that drama she don't be around nobody bruh I like her for real and I want y'all to meet her"he say
"Wait you want the whole gang to meet her "I say
"Yeah"he say nodding his head
"Well ok but when "I ask
"Shot next time we have g out tiger cause y'all be all over the place now literally "he say
"No you mean yo homeboys and shit cause I be at home "I say
"Yeah yeah you need to get out and do sum" he say
"Text the gang and see if they wanna go out this weekend "I say
"Why you can't do it your phone right there "
"I'm cause I'm tired duhh "I say
"Lazy ass bruh but I'm finna head out I got go see my wifey"he say Standing up
"Ok bye love you"I say laying back down
I really didn't like this chapter but w.e😒
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