Jessica Howerty fell for her brother's best friend when she was a young girl, and never quite recovered. Now, all grown-up, she knows that a disreputable rake like Jacob Hurst is the last thing she should want. After two seasons in London, she's tir...
So, the lovely and talented MelancholyMallow made a song for this story! Isn't she amazing??
Lyrics:
I have my flaws I'm twisted, distorted, contorted But not too broken To pull myself Into some semblance of a person for you
But what can I say? That I have a heart but it changes like the sea And I would pull you closer only to push you away like the waves
I know you're everything I'm not and every moment I bleed Knowing I'm someone you can love But never the one you need
You're everything good and lovely And it tears me apart To know I can be in your mind But can not be in your heart
You are a storm One moment you'd calm me and in the next you would scare me When you stepped in my life Everything in me shook You make me smile and cry
I know you're everything I'm not and every moment I bleed Knowing I'm someone you can love But never the one you need
I'll love you enough to let you go Even if you're one I can't have I can be your first romance But not your last love
And when the one you need arrives, I won't fight with destiny I'll beg the one to care for you 'cause the one you need isn't me
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I haven't managed to convince her to record it with her singing yet, but she's put the composition up on YouTube. If you get a chance, you really should go and listen. ♥
