Nervous

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Kim Nabi's pov:
The rest of the night we just hung out and watched movies, it was fun as always.
I woke up really tired since we stayed up all night doing random stuff. I texted jay last night, to make sure he was okay, I honestly don't know why I keep insisting, I know I'm annoying, but I just can't find myself to stop. The boys and I were all going to go get some brunch together, we were also just going to go to the library and have a chill Saturday, They said that Jay was coming too, I'll try to stay away, maybe I do need to stop, and maybe the boys are right, he'll never budge or open up, especially to me. I got up, took a shower, wore some cream colored mom jeans, with a white cropped top and some converse, i tied my hair with a big hair pin, and did some natural makeup. I grabbed my purse and went downstairs. Sunghoon was still not ready, but hey we're all used to it, we know he always takes the longest. About 5 minutes passed and he came rushing downstairs. "Ugh about time, I'm hungry you know?" My brother said as he rolled his eyes and glared at Sunghoon, i just laughed and we all went in Heeseung's car, his car was the biggest, so we usually rode in his car if we all wanted to go somewhere together, however, Jake, Sunghoon, Jay and I all had cars. It was funny because all of our cars went with us you know, Jake had a sort of grayish but sparkly car (you know those  cars that have a slight shine on them?... those), then Sunghoon had a white shiny car as well, my car was a cream color, and Jay's was a black shiny car. Jakes car was decorated with some little stickers that said encouraging words, inside, he always had that black little tree that smelled oddly refreshing. Sunghoon had some of his pictures of when he figure skated on the dashboard, he had many things such as lotion, hand sanitizer, a small mirror, and even extra clothes just in case, the odor that he used smelled like the ocean and was dark blue. Then Jay, I've been to his car, once or twice, his car was all black inside as well, he has many vintage cds and stickers, he had perfume, lotion, and hand sanitizer as well, and his car odor smelled like guy, idk how to explain it but it was basically a cologne smell. Then there was me, my car was sort of like Jay's and Jake's, it was all black inside, I had many colorful stickers on the outside, I had a lot of cds because I just loved music, I had perfume, colorful and cute decorations inside, like a small sunflower on the dashboard, little butterflies stuck on the wheel, and also basic girl needs. My car smelled like lavender.

We finally arrived, this was one of our usual places, the place was really small, and the owner already knew us well, the place was painted a beautiful sage green, and had many plants inside, the vibe was amazing and calm, it was a cafe were they sold obviously coffee, pancakes, breakfast and also some delicious sandwiches. As we all went inside, we saw that Jay was already there waiting for us, "Welcome everyone! Take a seat and we'll be right with you" The kind owner said as she smiled at us kindly. We all said our hellos and sat down. "Bro why did you suddenly leave out of nowhere last night?" Jake said as he put his arm around Jay, i could tell he sort of thought before speaking. "Oh, I had to go home since I forgot something and once I got there I fell asleep, that's why I didn't answer any of you guys texts or calls" he said as he failed to make eye contact. Such a liar. But apparently I was the only one who seemed to notice that lie. He met eyes with mine for like a quick second, before I looked away. I was pissed, and I don't even know why, it's not his fault that he doesn't want me around. We all ordered our food and made small talk about what else we were going to do for the day. "I'll be right back guys, I'll go wash my hands" I said as i stood up. "I have hand sanitizer if you want some?" Niki said as he raised the small container up in the air. "Niki you know I hate hand sanitizer" i said as i rolled my eyes. "Oh yeah I forgot" he said as he facepalmed himself. I laughed softly and went to wash my hands. When I got out I suddenly bumped into someone who was way taller than me, almost making me lose my balance, but the stranger grabbed my hand before I could touch the ground. "Are you okay?" He said with a small smile. Wow he was beautiful. He has this beautiful smile, and his dimples were to die for, whenever he smiled, his little eyes smiled as well. Cute eye smile. "I'm so sorry, I didn't really see where I was going" I said as I felt really embarrassed. "Oh no don't worry, it totally happens" he said as he laughed. "However, I'm glad I bumped into a beautiful girl like you, maybe we should hang out sometime" he said as he looked down at me. "Yeah of course, here I'll give you my number" I said as he handed me his phone, I quickly typed it and decided to just put a butterfly as a contact name. "Well, I'll see you around, my friends are waiting for me" i said as i handed back his phone. "What a lucky day it is, bye!" He said as he walked out the door. I didn't even get his name, oops. What a lucky day indeed.

"Uh girl, who was that?" Sunoo said as he watched the tall boy leave the shop. "Just a cute stranger I met" i said as i sat down. "Ouuu will Nabi finally get a boyfriend?" Jungwon said raising his eyebrows teasingly. "Oh come on, we just met" i said as i laughed. "You never know though" Sunghoon said as he nudged me on my shoulder. "Nope i will not allow it, she's only going to date one of you guys because you guys are the only trustworthy people I know" Sunoo said as he glared at me, but he was obviously joking. "I mean I wouldn't mind" Jake said as he gave me a wink, obviously joking AGAIN. However i could feel a pair of eyes burning into the side of my face. I looked over and he was indeed staring, hard. Jay had this serious expression, as always, but this time he looked bothered. He's probably mad they're talking about me. "Anyways, what library are we going to later?" I said as I tried to change the topic. We talked and ate the rest of the time.

After that, we all went to a small library nearby, we bought some books, manga and they also had movies and cds so I was currently in the music section, it was a hall, sort of away from the rest of everything, and it was like a small box (it had shelves of music all around it, sort of like a room, idk how to explain sorry) . As i was about to get one of the records on the shelf, I accidentally touched someone else's hand who was attempting to reach the same record as me. I looked over to meet eyes with Jay's. "Oh, sorry, you can have it" i said as i was about to walk away. All of a sudden he grabbed my arm pulling me back around. "What's wrong?" He asked in a dead serious tone. "What do you mean? N-nothing is wrong" i said as i looked down at his hand that was holding my arm. "You haven't said a word to me" he said as he stared into my eyes without breaking contact. Not gonna lie I was pretty nervous, he's never talked to me first, especially not in this way or tone. "Well you told me to stay away, so that's what I'm doing" i said as removed myself from his grip. "So you're just going to listen to me?" He said as he walked closer to me. "Clearly" i said with a smug look. "Really?" He said as he walked even closer, making me back up a bit. "Yes really, why do you even care Jay?" I rolled my eyes. "Who said i do?" He asked as he didn't take of his eyes away from mine. "Well you're sure acting like you do" I replied back. "You know you don't want to" he said as he walked closer to me, making me hit my back on the shelf behind me. "Want to what, exactly?" I said, trying my best to not show how nervous I was. "You know you don't want to stay away from me, it's not like you can either way" he said as he placed his hand on the shelf, trapping me. "Oh please" i replied, trying my best to sound as confident as I could. However, I couldn't hold eye contact with him and suddenly looked down at my feet. "Are you sure?" He said as he placed his finger under my chin, making me look up into his eyes. For fucks sake Jay, what are you trying to do? Jay was attractive, as hell, I've always thought so, but it doesn't even matter. As i looked into his eyes I felt myself fall in a trance, I looked down at his lips, and he looked down at mine, the atmosphere suddenly got hot, and i felt my breath hitch as his face got closer to mine. Suddenly, a smirk appeared on his face, and his finger grazed over my jawline and down to my collarbone. And with that, he turned around and left.

What the fuck? Did i seriously fall into his trap? Oh hell no, why would he do that? I composed myself, took a deep breath and went to pay for my things. I'll just pretend that never happened, I'll never let him make me feel the way he made me feel back there, whatever the hell it was.