I just thought I was sick but then I realized it was just my phobia of the dark mixed with the COVID vaccine kicking in
Idk I just have this unwell feeling
Today was just shit I think it's Bec of that
I puked 3 times right before I got the COVID vaccine and the pause between the puking was like a minute so I puked at three different places and onto my hair and mask
And after the vaccine i had like this weird and uncomfortable feeling and my vision was just very dizzy
Ok it's like an hour later now and now it's storming like with thunder and everything and it really doesn't help my phobia of the darkness
Please the amount of regret I have for watching Japan sinks 2020
I highly not recommend to watch it LIKE BRO I WATCHED 3 EPISODES AND THAT SHIT TRAUMATIZED ME (I react a little more sensitive to those things since they could actually happen) amd my problem is that Austria often has like very weak earthquakes and like a few months ago we had one that made me fall of my bed
So we constantly have like very weak earthquakes but everything can happen
The only thing that can't happen is a tsunami (very grateful for that)
And what adds up to it is that I have a kind of fear of driving in cars
Yea call me a pussy or some shit I don't gone a fuck that won't change of how terrified I am of all this stuff
I still can't get these pictures of japans sinks out of my head
So the reason for my phobia kicking in that hard has 3 reasonings
1. my phobia it self
2. covid vaccine
3. Japan sinks
AND HOLY SHIT IT IS FUKCING STORMING PITSIDE PLEASE HELP
PLEADE OTS SO LOUD LIKE HELP
FR IM SCARED THE RAIN IS DO LOUD AND THE THUNDERS ARE WORSE BRO HELP ME
if I don't upload tomorrow I'm dead
Rip that pussy aye
(Few mins later)
It's a little bit calmer and I'll try to sleep , but there is still so much thunder bro this whole 24 hours were complete shit bro like tf 2021 ich fick deine mutter wer hat dich den vom Wickeltisch zu oft geschmissenem , Stock ausm orasch un jetz loss mi schloafn Digga sunsh shepa I dia ahne das da der Schädel noch 30 toag noch Wockalt
Oh and I wanted to say how my phobia really isn't helping with this FUCKING SHIT
