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𝓚𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮

The last three days have been normal. On Thursday and Friday, I only have two classes. Now, it was Sunday. The day I'm going out shopping with my sisters. We would have gone yesterday but we chose to stay in and study instead. Deciding to wake up at 9 am, I sat up in bed and took my phone off the bedside table. Sophia texted me. 

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𝗚𝘂𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗻 𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗹:

𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗞𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗶💗 𝗧𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝘆. 𝗪𝗲'𝗹𝗹 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘂𝘁.

𝗠𝗲:

𝗚𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗔𝗹𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 :)

The excitement I had for today died when I realised that tonight was the night. I have to complete the task my father gave me. But, this was normal for me. For the rest of the day, I'll just focus on my time with my sisters. I'll be sure to get it done before returning here. Placing my phone back on the bedside table, I did my usual morning routine before stepping into the shower.

My mind was blank as the cold water droplets traced every part of my skin. I was ice-cold. A beating heart but dead. There were times I wondered, will my life always be like this? I love that my life wasn't normal, but there really was something missing. It's either I knew what it was or refuse to believe it.

My sisters know that my father assigned me a task, but didn't know it was tonight. I'll tell them later. Growing up, the three of us told each other everything. But starting last year, I told them to not trust anyone including one another. At least, not fully. The three of us even kept secrets from each other. Lastly, I told them to never trust me. Even I don't trust myself. I can't.

Stepping out of the shower, I dried myself with a towel before wearing my towel robe. While blow-drying my hair, I couldn't help but overthink. Is this the life I'm trapped in? What is it I want? Am I happy? How ungrateful of me to think so. I have the perfect family and sisters, who loved me very much. This is my life. This is my life. I have a life. But am I living at all? 

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