𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖘 ✦ jaesahi

chapter 61

i'm such an asshoooolllee. if i was a reader of this story and the author took a long time to update i would probably beat my ass too. but i hope i make it up with this chapter 😀❗️

song of the chapter: sweetie little jean by cage the elephant

Asahi laid his head on Jaehyuk's warm chest. Jaehyuk laid his hand over Asahi's head, softly caressing his hair. His steady heartbeat felt like music to Asahi's ears. A feeling of clarity washed over Asahi's heart. Is that what bliss felt like? It felt so safe to be around him. Usually his mind would be in a frenzy if he even got close to anything like a relationship. What were they? Were they in a relationship now? Or was Asahi amusing himself with that idea? Whatever it was, he didn't care. He felt so at peace, he wasn't going to let his mind ruin it.

Jaehyuk didn't know where his burst of confidence came from when he kissed Asahi. But he found his lips tugging to a small smile when he remembered the time he pulled him onto his waist. Remembering Asahi's frozen face when their bodies mad contact made him lowly chuckle like a fool. He brought his hands up to his face to rub his eyes as he continued to chuckle. He didn't know whether to go back to sleep or not. Could he even let himself go to sleep? Asahi was cuddled In his arms, he wanted to make the most out of the moment that might never come back.

"What's so funny?" Asahi asked with a small smile. Jaehyuk looked down at his black of hair, putting a hand over it. Asahi's heart began to weigh down. His thought finally got the best of him. He didn't even notice his brows furrowing.

He sat up in the bed, Jaehyuk's eyes trialed his figure as he sat up. his head hung low and his body slouched as he put a hand to his face. His hair hovered over his face. Jaehyuk's brow raised when he felt like Asahi wasn't feeling good. did he regret it? Was Jaehyuk doing something wrong? He felt almost scared to ask.

"What's wrong?" He asked softly . Asahi closed his eyes and let out a breath in hopes of calming his mind. He didn't want to tell him. He'll definitely stop liking him when he sees how much of a coward Asahi was. Didn't he already figure that out? He's gonna get bored of him.

"I'm not good for you, Jaehyuk." He sighed. Jaehyuk felt something sting. His brows furrowed. He propped up on his elbows, looking at his back.

"Asahi please don't say that. That's not true." He sighed in a low tone. It pissed him off how much Asahi said that. He just wanted to punch him in the face and snap him out of it. Why did he think like that? Why doesn't he realise he's the best person for him.

"Trust me, Jae, you're gonna regret ever knowing me." Asahi turned his his head to the side, trying to get Jaehyuk to look at him. He had his brows raised like Jaehyuk was dumb for thinking otherwise.