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───── ❝ chapter fifty three ❞ ─────

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───── chapter fifty three ─────

jay

"YAH!! DON'T YOU DARE DO THIS TO ME!!" i yelled after seeing eunjin crying while laying on the floor while her wrists clearly look like they've been harmed by herself with the tiny blade that she's still holding right now.

"you better not kill yourself when i only got to corrupt your head once."

"NO!! I CAN'T KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!" she yells while trying to stop me from taking the blade from her.

"MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS JAY!!" she yelled just as i finally got to take the blade away from her which made her push me back down with her hand.

"i'm literally trying to help you right now but you're- YAH!!" i yelled after feeling my hand sting since i probably also got my hand cut with the blade from trying to take it from her which made me glare at this crazy girl.

"aish!!" i yelled as i took out my phone to call ni-ki since he's usually pretty hyper during this time.

hey, where are you right now?

i just got kicked out from this
club jake is working on because
i didn't know which drinks to
drink so i-

can we talk about that later?

help me here with eunjin buddy?

ohhh okay okay yeah sure!!

"you're insane you know that?" i said while eunjin's just staring at her bleeding wrists making me want to gag out of disgust.

"listen up, you probably think that i want you to end up killing yourself because of the way i've been treating you but no, i do not want want you to lose your entire sanity and then end up killing yourself because that wouldn't benefit me at all!! i literally killed about 158 people and it affects my whole record because it subtracts the numbers times two!!" i couldn't help but yell out of frustration which only made this girl start crying harder.

how annoying.

"yah, you'll keep looking at me like some pathetic girl and think that i'm overreacting right now for feeling whatever i'm feeling right now because i don't even think that you've never been in my shoes."

"no matter how shitty you are in general, you're still able to have people to rely on but i don't even think you're grateful for having them because-"

"because i don't act like an obsessive crazy best friend like you? that's what makes people ungrateful for their friends these days? you clearly lost it." i said before laughing as i couldn't help but walk out from her since i didn't want to deal with her bullshit anymore.

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"hey!! what's up? how's-"

"can you make her hand stop bleeding? i don't like seeing her start bleeding out because it just reminds me of how i wasn't able to stop her when she was actually attempting to kill herself." i said cutting him off which made him look at me with a confused look.

"i feel pretty good knowing that out of all the guys, you decided to call me first despite being the one that's less-skilled!!" he says which made me want to question him at first until i decided to just forget about it before smiling at him as he went inside to do whatever he's supposed to do.

"i'm so mad right now." i said to myself as i let out a sigh.

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ni-ki

"why were you doing this to yourself?" i asked after finishing up putting on gauze around her wrists  to stop the bleeding.

"i just couldn't help myself anymore, i wanted to kill myself already because it's not like i've got anyone to lose if i ever die." she says which made me let out a sigh.

"nahyun and mrs. im just left you for a couple of places, so what? they're still part of your life no matter how much you'd beg to disagree with me." i said as she just looked down and then started fiddling with her fingers.

"they're going to come back here soon, you were a big part of their lives so i'm pretty sure that it's enough to convince you to believe me when i tell you that you do have people to lose once you die and-"

"what about my mom? how come she still hasn't visited? she always wants me to come to her but she never bothered coming here herself ... i literally kept waiting and waiting for her to magically call me and tell me that she's visiting soon but she never ever did despite it being years and years of being away from her."

"not everyone's the same though, it's not certain that other people are going to do the same thing to you." i said which made her look up to face me without saying anything.

"i don't know what your story is but what i do know is you shouldn't keep feeling like you're all alone right now because you clearly aren't when i'm right here." i said before smiling which just made her look down.

what do i do with her now? call jay and then leave her to him? wouldn't that be the best option right now?

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