☺︎︎Kokichi POV☹︎
I sat down against the tree feeling the bark against my back as I dropped my checkered backpack with millions of pins on it, onto the cold, snowy, ground.
I plugged my partially broken headphones into my phone and turned on my MCR playlist I made a few months ago.
🎭MCR HOES🎲
I turned my head around facing the school to see Saihara talking to Kaito, AKA the shitlord who looks like he was fished from a fucking dumpster, like- learn how NOT look like you found your clothes in a trash can.
"Oh whoop-dee-fucking-doo!"
I mumbled and pulled my legs up to my chest and pulled on the strings on my hoodie so it closed up on my face, hoping to avoid eye contact with the astrofucker.
And I love the sense of comfort having it closed around my face gives.
but still, damn I hate him.
I was wearing a black hoodie with a big worn out logo of panta on the front with checkered sleeves, and black ripped jeans, and my "Iconic" Checkered bandana.
I had very bad eyebags and my eyes were less... emotional.
A few minutes later the bell rang.
and I got up leaving the comfort of the tree.
I walked into class and short after, zoned out in the middle of a lesson.
I was 'Waken up' by someone throwing a peice of paper at my head.
"Play a little game called: Jump off the bridge. ;)"
I crumpled the lovely message up and looked behind me to see Kaito glaring at me.
Not the first time I've been told to do that.
After the lesson I walked out of the class with Shumai, honestly I dont know how he can stand me at all.
I didnt really talk which I bet he thought was strange since I usually cant stop talking, but who gives a shit.
"Hey Ouma?"
I stopped walking and looked at him.
"Yeah?"
"you dont seem... yourself."
"Awww are you worried?"
I leaned over and poked his arm, he started walking away to the cafeteria.
I bet hes annoyed, to be honest I would be to.. I think.
I walked to the cafeteria and got a Panta from the vending machine and sat down next to Shuichi and Kaede.
I plugged in my headphones and put on Cavetown.
I sipped my panta and looked down, zoning out.
"Hey, Hey, Ouma?"
Kaede looked at me with a concerned look painted on her face.
"Oh, yeah?"
"Are you okay?"
"yeah- why?"
"Oh, no reason"
I looked back down and took another sip of my panta.
"I- like you too Kaede..."
I heard shuichi say.
what?
It felt like a knife had just stabbed through my chest.
I felt my eyes well up with tears.
why am I doing this...
I got up and walked out of the cafeteria, leaving my half drank panta bottle on the table.
I ran over to the washrooms and sat in the corner next to the sink quietly.
Why her?
Why am I jealous?..
I started slightly crying, My dark thoughts returned for a few moments but I tried my best to clear my head of those.
I wiped my face with my beat up sweater sleeve and walked out of the bathroom, Up the staircase, and to the roof . . .
^CLIFFHANGER^
᪥ Helloo~ This took forever, I will probably finish the next chapter within this week, but I also have two other stories I'm working on currently. So who knows. Currently my other book is doing better than this one, pain.᪥
