Eret x Reader one-shots

-Ur mom-

GUYS
GUYS
GUYS
I DID IT
I'M A YEAR CLEAN
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT

uh
it's rant time 😍😍😍😍
help
i am exhausted and he won't let me fucking sleep
my friend came over
i love him but he needs to stfu 😀

summarys : i'm physically and mentally drained and i'm burnt out as fuck

Pronouns:They/Them

Type: fluff ig

Warnings: None(?)

Relationship: <3 Lovers
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You were excited to have a meetup with your friend Aaron, you, and Eret.
The three of you had a group chat, where you planned out these cute little ideas, knowing you'd never end up doing them.
Because of them. Your friend, I mean.
With Eret, the two of you could stay up all night, lounging, chilling, listening to music, just overall having a good time.
But with you friend? No fucking shot. They were all over the place.
Too hard to explain, really.
Of course, you'd have your little cute aesthetic moments, but it wasn't much.
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"Ugh- just come on!! Let's go already!!"
Aaron said, dragging you around.
Eret walked beside you, able to simply follow behind Aaron as they dragged you from store to store.
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The mall didn't last long, you all got bored and went back to your apartment. There, Aaron would make life hell. Unintentionally. I presume.
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Pressuring you into staying up, forcing you to do things, being really fucking loud, he just wouldn't shut up.

When Aaron left, you groaned, and flopped on your back your bed.

"What?"
Eret looked at you, acknowledging how you seemed upset.

"I hate him so fucking much!! But i love him! Platonically- i mean..."
You rubbed your eyes aggressively.

"I understand that. He seems like a handful."
Eret sighed, sitting on the bed.

Before long, you rolled over and crawled across the bed to him. They were peacefully doing something on their phone, before you just casually hugged them. You put your head on their shoulder, and just let out a sigh.

Eret didn't say much, just put her arm around you in return, playing with your hair mindlessly.

You fell asleep in Eret's arms.
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i really need to vent so that'll just be the p.s. fo today 😍
i really have no inspo to finish my birthday chapter so it might be a few days before i post that 😍

I love you guys so much
have a great day/night/whateva
-Mellohi/Goblin <3

P.S.

tw
lots of vulgar language 🕺

don't get me wrong
i fucking love him
but GODDAMNIT SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH

hehehehehe
So
Milo
my friend came over for the night
and goddamn he causes so much pain

He also acts as if i can choose hyperfixations
he literally keeps trying to shove george in my face and say "SIMP FOR HIM ALREADY" and it's getting so annoying
i've put up with that for fucking months

also the not really respecting my boundaries
like if i don't like George why does it matter stop shaming me for not liking him

!!TW FOR THE NEXT BIT, EATING DISORDER!!
he also didn't really shut up about his eating disorder
like he kept saying
"I ate too much"
"I wanna throw up"
"This is why i don't eat"
it literally hurts so much
just because i eat in front of you doesn't mean shit

I literally fucking can't with this part
dude
stfu
i'm struggling and sure, so are you, but you can't fucking say that

I literally ate too much i feel fat and ugly and disgusting
i also feel like my chest is growing which fuck
like
help
i don't want to be here anymore
i hate the world

bitches be built like sticks and fucking say
"I'm so fat"
LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP
I LITERALLY CAN'T WITH PEOPLE
I FUCKING JUST WANT TO BE A TALL BLACK-HAIRED PRETTY BOY WITH PRETTY HANDS
A PRETTY BODY
I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS
AND HERE YOU FUCKING ARE SEXUALIZING EATING DISORDERS
I FUCKING CAN'T

AND SURE
YOU MIGHT BE STRUGGLING WITH AN ED YOURSELF
BUT DON'T GO AROUD AND SHOVE IT IN PEOPLE'S FACES
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
.

i need to get help
but i can't
they'll tell my mom
and my mom will say some stupid shit
like
"why didn't you tell me!????"
I DON'T KNOW KAREN.
MAYBE IT'S CAUSE YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE.

I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE ANYMORE
I'm literally only sticking for Eret
that's all
he's all i have
i don't have anything
except eret
and the fact that i've been clean for a year :,]
i'm crying
i really need someone to talk to
does anybody have any suggestions on what to do
that's free
and doesn't require a phone number
and is also meant for minors
i don't care about lgbtq part
i need mental help
not help figuring out my gender
please
i want to get better

i want to meet eret irl and tell him everything
i just want him to hug me
that's all i want
i don't care how long it takes that's all i want
not a beautiful future with kids and a partner
just for him to hug me
that's it
or even to hang out for a day
just chill
and talk

you know?
like that would be so cool
just sitting with him for hours

anyways
my trauma isn't that bad
i'm okay
i'll try to get better soon