26 : CONVERSATION

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"Sidharth will you tell me what you want from me ? I mean what should I do to make you believe me again. I am ready to do anything... anything sachi. Just tell me how to make you believe me. I want to see you happy. I will never disappoint you and our family",asked Shehnaaz softly

"Shehnaaz you can't give me those days back when I regretted that I loved you.. you are ready to do anything but there was a time when even I was ready to do anything for you. I understand that you want me to see me happy now but I don't want happiness now. Regarding family so do whatever you want to if your act will not hurt my mom",Sidharth replied with tears he looked towards Shehnaaz with glistening eyes. He himself want to mend their relation but everytime her words stop him from believing her. He is scared to bear another heartbreak. Shehnaaz looked down in regret. Sidharth noticed her sad face and holded her palms in his hands

"Kyu kia esa? Pyaar kam tha Kya mera Sana? Koi kami thi? Kidhar galat tha mai? Tujhe bohot pyar karta tha aur aabhi....( Why you did that? Wasn't ny love enogh? Did I lacked somewhere? Where was I wrong? I used to love you very much even now...)", Sidharth stopped in middle when he realised that being emotional he was going to tell her everything. Sidharth clutched his jeans tightly to control his tears but he is unable to do so because the women in front of him is his weakness. He can't control his emotions in front of her especially when she is talking about them

"Ni karta pyar(I don't love you)", Sidharth said without looking in her eyes as he can't lie looking in her eyes. Shehnaaz understood that he is lying otherwise a person like Sidharth never look down. Shehnaaz understood that he is lying because his eyes told unsaid words which his mouth didn't. Shehnaaz wiped her fresh tears. She know she should not cry but whenever he remind her about that day she regret.

"aacha ji . Then I love you too. Sidharth I want to ask this question and answer me honestly ok. Will you?", asked Shehnaaz in heavy voice. Sidharh nodded and looked aside with tears. He stared white walls which are telling about his blank life without Shehnaaz. She really filled life in his sad world but after giving him happiness she just left like a wind. He is sad with the fact that they aren't together now Which is because of him too.

Shehnaaz took a long breath to gain some strength. She need to ask this and he can take much time he want but to light her burden she need to ask this

"Do I look as a characterless girl to you? Do you really want to divorce me? Am I that much bad Sidharth? I said those in anger that time but I really loved your support . Are you staying with me just for your mom? yes answer of all these questions is a yes then last one Do you want me to leave you forever? will you stay happy then?" asked Shehnaaz with tears and looked down in shame. Sidharth who is shocked hearing her words looked towards Shehnaaz with tears. He never called her characterless because he know her character was best and she is somewhat same like before. anything can change but not her character.

"what are you saying Shehnaaz? Do you really think I will call you that ever in my whole life? the guy who loved you? I very well know about your character I never pointed that .Regarding divorce Shehnaaz then if you want to stay with me with your own will without any motive to hurt me and my family then you can live with us forever but don't you dare to take revenge again because I am soft this time but not everytime

If you loved my support then why you never told me? I just needed one word Shehnaaz. that would be enough for m but you choosed to take revenge. regarding mom so no Shehnaaz I am not loving you because of mom. yes initially I agreed because of her but now I myself want to start our relationship ... but I am unable to forget anything Shehnaaz that hurt here", Sidharth replied while pointing towards his heart. His heart always loved her and still do. He want to remove distance between them and engulf her in hug but situation always stop him

Shehnaaz wiped his tears and cupped his face in her hands. A tear drop fell from her eyes when she found pure love in his eyes. Those eyes are still looking at her lovingly like they used to see her before but the thing which is missing from his face is his natural smile and happiness

"I am sorry Sidharth I know my sorry is not enough but I want to ask this. I got my answers but 2 questions are still left Sidharth. Do you want me to leave you forever? Will you stay happy then? if yes then I will never trouble you because I want your happiness", Shehnaaz asked him with great difficulty she sat on ground holding his hands tightly because she don't want to leave his hands. His love is what she want otherwise she won't be able to live

Sidharth rubbed her palms softly to calm her down. She is thinking too much. He want to live with her but at the same time he want to stay away from her too. He just want to see her safe and near him but don't want to reduce their closeness as once he lost control he will not think about past
Sidharth pressed her hand when he heard her silent sobbing again

"Can I get time for this question? It is difficult to answer instantly. At same time I don't want to make fun of this marriage again. Hope you are understanding what I meant?", Sidharth asked. Shehnaaz looked towards him with tears and nodded.

"How much time?", Asked Shehnaaz with a pout. Sidharth holded her shoulders and helped her to sit with him. Her eyes met his and they were lost in their happy moments which were most precious for them but one mistake changed everything

"Don't know. Maybe after trip I will answer If I can live without you or not", Sidharth replied honestly. Shehnaaz looked aside thinking about trip. She thought he just said in hurry but no his words are telling that he want to go there with his own wish. Can he live without her? Can he bear separation again?. Shehnaaz just hummed and started working silently.

"Let's go home", Sidharth said and closed her laptop when he found her yawning while working. He know she must be tired because of work and stress. These days she is taking too much stress which can harm her health. Shehnaaz looked towards him and noticed his eyes which were half open. His eyes told worry which he thought he hided. Shehnaaz nodded and snaked her hands on his neck

"I am tired but I want to hug you while sleeping will you let me? This is not too much don't shout please", Shehnaaz asked in baby voice. She know Sidharth will never say a no if she will talk in this voice. He can never resist her childishness and especially her pout which she used today

Sidharth nodded and holded her waist when Shehnaaz was about to fall. Shehnaaz closed her eyes tightly thinking that she will touch ground no but she didn't instead her husband saved her . Shehnaaz relaxed herself in his arms and slowly slowly opened her eyes. Sidharth who was scared few seconds ago looked towards Shehnaaz who slowly opened her eyes and rubbed her hand on his cheeks

Sidharth forgot everything and started enjoying their moment because he know once it is broken he will not get it again. His hands slowly caressed her waist to fell her in his arms again. It felt like he found lost part of his heart. He closed his eyes when her hands touched his cheeks again

Shehnaaz didn't said anything in fear that if she said anything then he will leave her. Sidharth slowly helped her to stand and hugged her tightly. Shehnaaz smiled and hugged hin more tightly seeing him behaving normally with her
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Hyee wanted to add party scenes with sidnaaz pics🤧🤧bbott ones but now I have more hyee🤩🤩. Sidharth called her as his friend😂😂😂like others don't know why their tag is famous 😆🤣

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