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it's time I get used to it. but the night is so long, i can't fall asleep. i wanna go someplace unfamiliar, and create a world without any trace of you. unfamiliar streets, people, that's okay...

she sits by the windowsill, gazing above at the celestial beauty of satin stars, scintillating like sapphires and pétillant wine all at once—what a glorious sight to behold. she, too, was the stars—battered, in broken constellations yet still whole in her own way. the stars were what she held onto, they were her hopes, aspirations and wishes made at 11:11 

they wouldn't wither away, instead they remained. they awoke her heart, providing her solace and affection that could not be attained elsewhere. the frostiness no longer wrapped around her heart, in place were incalescent sparks—the burning passion that tugged her to her dreams

it was the stars who made her feel at home, they were her sanctuary. she knew they always listened—whether it was the raging of her heart, or to the quiet stillness of it. the stars held her tacit words, caressed and embraced all of her. they were her long-life companions—truly safe she was, when with them  

i live so busily but then I see you again every time, it shakes me up. some things never change...

i know that you're not here... everything finds its place and leaves. you took all of me and left... 

but no, she knew the stars wouldn't. so she'd gladly give her everything and it'd undoubtedly be worthwhile

let's throw away our memories, it was just an illusion anyway... though a new morning comes without fail, i can't wake up. i'm lost in sad dreams

wherever i go, memories of you suddenly block my way. i walk past, as if I'm indifferent, actually enduring through. it's not too bad i know I miss you and that's the truth but even that chases me around...

indeed, despondency and clandestine hung from the curve of the milky warm moon. the moon wrapped under the velvet sky hid more sorrow then anyone could ever imagine. for embedded in it was a vast beyond of bitter truths and revelations. so when dawn arrives, the moon gradually fades away, the same way she wishes for him to. when the night evanesces, he would go along with it

nights I think about you are decreasing, enough is enough, i won't cry anymore. so let me redeem, redeem, redeem everything tonight, so I won't ever think of you again. erase the lonely nights, everything. i will be okay, now I know you better, even though it makes me even more lonely...

her heart was filled with thankfulness that the night brought forth more tranquility and was much more soothing than the day, healing her shattered heart. it was comfort in contrast to the scorching rays of the day

to her, the night was her everything

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➴specially for _marrnight , pls get well soon girl! love ya and hope you enjoy this update!! i couldn't align it very well to 2:31 but hopefully i could express everything- i'm def way behind 2:31/ astronomy/star/night standards ma'am but just kno...

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specially for _marrnight , pls get well soon girl! love ya and hope you enjoy this update!! i couldn't align it very well to 2:31 but hopefully i could express everything- i'm def way behind 2:31/ astronomy/star/night standards ma'am but just know that 2:31 is a super amazing book and hope you like this poem!!! <3

+ girl, you gotta thank indigoabluvion for being me right-hand man and emotional support ;)

p.s. the underlined parts are from the song below by Taeyeon - 'lonely night' - listen to the song and the lyrics! ;D

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