Chapter 3 - I'm not okay.

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Warnings:

-Sad thoughts
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Shoto's P.O.V
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I was invited by Bakugou to a nearby cafe, he asked me to go grab coffee with him so I accepted. I'm walking to the cafe and I see Bakugou at the entrance, waiting impatiently. I hope he's not mad at me for being a bit late.. It's already been 3 weeks of school and I'm starting to feel a bit closer to Bakugou, I mean.. he is kinda of a hot head but he has another side of him that makes me feel.. well.. I can't put it into words. But I do know he probably hates me by now.

"About time. What to you so long?"

"I was uh.."

I got cut off by him grabbing my wrist and stomping inside, he had a strong grip, It kind of hurt.. We took our seats and he ordered some coffee, I just got boba tea. It was silent. Really silent. The only thing we heard was people around us talking, chairs being pushed in and drinks being brewed.

Luckily it was Saturday, so we didn't have any classes today. Our drinks came and he seemed to enjoy his. I was about to say something when he interrupted me.

"You're acting weird recently."

At first I didn't understand what he was talking about, but I think I know why.

"What do you mean?"

"Does coming to class covered in bruises ring a bell?"

Well shit.

"You're always quiet, and I never see you at lunch. Tell me what the hell is going on."

I felt shivers run down my spine, I thought he invited me here to hang out or something but I wanna leave. I hate talking about these things.

"Hey icyhot?"

I was to trapped in my thoughts I couldn't hear him. What if he knows what's happening at home? He's probably gonna think I'm weak.. just like father. Then I won't have a chance with him.

"Icyhot?..."

I can't imagine what It'd feel like if the guy I'm crushing on calls me weak. I didn't even notice I had tears rolling down my face. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"T- Icyhot, is something wrong?.."

My breath was shaking, I can't cry in public. I tried to wipe the tears away but they just kept coming.

"Icyhot calm down!.. if something's wrong you can tell me."

"I-I'm sorry.." was the last thing I said.

I got up and ran to the bathroom, locking myself in a stall. I sat on the toilet hugging my knees, cursing at me for humiliating myself in public, what hurts most is that I almost had a panic attack in front of him. I wait till I came back to my senses before I wiped my tears away and heard someone walk in.

"Todoroki you in here?"

A fimiliar voice said, I came out of the stall and before I can respond I hugged him tightly. I don't know why I did that, but I liked it. I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrap around me and I feel safe and calm, I liked it.

"You wanna talk about it or?.."
The words hesitated to leave his lips.

I shake my head and hug him tighter, I'm not sure if that's even possible but I felt like telling him I love him.

"Sorry for putting you under that pressure. Just wanted to know what was going on."

I nod in his chest and calm down a bit.

"I-I.."

I don't know why I'm doing this but It's time to let some things off my chest.

"I love you Bakugou.."

He looked at me wide-eyed not saying a word. My face turned red and I felt guilty for saying that. He didn't speak, He didn't respond.

He just left.

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Sorry for not updating sooner! I'm kinda busy with school work! I hope you enjoyed see you soon!

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