Chapter 5: What did I do to deserve this?

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☹︎Kokichi POV☺︎︎

I ran out of the bathroom and through the halls, almost forgetting where the entrance is. I ran out of the school to see piles of snow and cars parked on the sidewalk. I walked through the piles of snow and onto the street, I started running to the dorm building and...

I hit something.
I felt my body burning..
I felt a stabbing pain all over me...
I felt like I wanted all of this to be over....

I opened my eyes to see a pile of blood on the ground.. coming from my head?!
There was an alarming amount of blood coming from my head as I realized where I was.
I heard muffled voices all around me, I tried to figure out what they were saying as thoughts flooded through my head.

This is deserved, Isnt it?
Run. Run. Run. Run away. Leave them all.
Is this finally my end?

People started circling me.. I hate when that happens.
I looked up and seen, not concerned faces.. Proud ones.
before I could make out who's faces they were, My vision went dark.

What did I do to deserve this...?
What did I do to deserve to live.
Why am I living only to suffer.
Why, Why, Why, Why?
I don't want to be here anymore, but something is keeping me here...

Before long I opened my eyes to be met with a cold sensation on my face, It was snow.
I sat up and immediately was hit with a wave of dizziness. The bleeding seemed to have stopped but I was still lightheaded from blood loss.
I remember, the people were: Kaito, Maki and someone else I didnt recognise.

I dont want to deal with this anymore, I just want to go home without any problems...
What did I do to deserve this?

I got up from the ground that was covered in my blood and walked to a convenience store up the block.
I heard the bell jingle as I opened the door to the store and stepped inside.
"Watch out dumbass."
I heard an old raspy voice as an old lady with a pack of cigarettes and Corona Beer pushed me out of the way to leave the store.
"Fuck off hag."
I covered my mouth realizing what I had just said.
"What did you call me you little brat?!"
She grabbed the hood of my sweater and pulled me towards her.
I felt her breath on my face, it reeked of beer and cigarettes...
"Uhm- nothing-"
"I heard what you said, bastard. Do you want to die?! Who do you think you are talking to me like that?!-"
I fell onto the ground, watching as she was being pulled away by an employee at the store.
"Sorry about her, we've had various complaints. She keeps coming back-"
The employee reached his hand out to help me up and, smiled?

Why is he smiling?

I grabbed his hand and stood up.
"Uhm thanks.."
I walked away from the boy and over to a shelf. I grabbed a pack of cigarettes and some medical supplies and walked over to the cashier.
He looked at me with a disgusted face and grabbed the stuff to scan it.
"6.99 please."
I grabbed my card from my pocket and swiped it on the machine.
"Thank you, have a good day sir."
I just turned around and walked out of the store with my stuff.
"I'm glad thats over-..."
I let out a sigh of relief and walked to the dorm building.

---At the dorm building---




᪥Hi, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I may not update for a few days because I'm going to my dad's house.᪥

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