CHAPTER 19

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LISA POV

"J-jennie" I gently push her away "I love you too but maybe you're just confuse ok?"

"No Manoban! I love you! I really do!"

"Of course I know" I smile slightly and pat her head "Let's go and grab some food" I turn around and hold her hand

"NO!" Jennie removes her hand "Lisa! I-I love you s-since highschool. I was just scared to admit and I thought that maybe being with Kai can get rid of my crazy obssessions for you"

I just chuckle and pat her head "I want you to heal first Nini~" I kiss her cheek and smile but this Kim just hug me all of a sudden

"I love you Lisa, believe me or not, I will forever tell you that in this lifetime"

"I believe you~ I'm just worried that you're confuse. Don't worry about me Nini" I slowly comb her hair and I can hear her small sobs

"Lisayah~ Your love for me has saved me from the pain. I was meeting Kai last night because I want to cancel the wedding and break up with him but it all turned out wrong. Lili, it felt like we're the ones getting married. Doing the food tasting, the invitations and all. Kai doesn't make me happy, Kai puts me second and I can't see my future with him" Jennie looks at me and cups my face and smile

"I can't explain this Lili, my heart was choosing you, my brain is telling me to choose Kai but now my heart and brain came as one. You saved me from the pain Lili so let me love you because I really do~"

"I'm happy to know that Nini" I cups Jennie face "I want you to heal, I want you to be sure, I want us to fix everything. What would people think of Jennie Kim if she cancelled the wedding which is in 3 days. So please listen to me Jen~ I am willing to wait, let's fix this together and we will start over again" I smile and kiss the tip of her nose. Jennie smiles widely, nods and kiss my cheeks

"Thank you for everything Lili" Jennie clings onto my arm and we both continue walking until we arrived at the restaurant

"Does it still hurt? I'm sorry about Kai" Jennie caress my neck that still has a mark of that bastard's hands

"I'm alright Nini, don't worry"

"I thought I was going to lose you" Jennie looks down. I quickly hold her hands and put it on my lap

"Hey, you won't lose me" I smile slightly. Remembering my flight tonight, I don't know if I should still leave Jennie. What if she's just telling all those stuffs because she's in pain and she needs love. I trust her but there's something stopping me.

What if we will end up giving pain to each other?
I can't take the pain especially when Jennie is involved~
Should I still go on my flight to Hongkong?

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"You're always with me right Lili?"
Me and Jennie are now lying down on the bed, staring at the ceiling and has no idea of what going inside our minds

"O-of course I will" I answer. Avoiding to look directly into her eyes. Is leaving her the best for now? Is this the best for us? I know she'll be sad, angry and I know she will hate me. I just needed to do this

"Promise?"

"Promise Nini" I turn to face her "Sleep now~ We're going home tomorrow"

"Can we stay longer?" Jennie pouts that made me pinch her nose

"Too bad we need to fix some things, we can always go back here Jen" I stare at her beautiful face and caress it

"Just you and me~" I whisper. Jennie smiles and comes closer. We cuddle for a while until she has fallen asleep. I slowly get up from the bed and put a pillow in replacement of my body

"I love you so much Jennie~" I mumble then grab my phone, calling Jae-hwan

"Ms. Manoban?"

"Can you send a chopper for me here in Busan? The new beach resort and I want you too send someone tomorrow to fetch Jennie"

"Copy that Miss Manoban, anything else?"

"I want you to deliver, daisies and lilies tomorrow for Jennie, I'll text you the message for the card an-"

"Wait! Miss Manoban, is Miss Kim the girl you've been talking about?" Jae-hwan asks. I just hum as an answer that made him gasp in shock

"How many minutes until the chopper will arrive?"

"P-probably within 30 minutes Ms. Manoban, a-are you sure you want to leave?" He asks. I sigh and nod even though he won't see it

"It's for the best Jae~" I stated then end the call before he can reply. I look at Jennie one last time "I'm sorry and I hope you will forgive me" My eyes were getting teary as I kiss her cheeks

"Farewell, my love" I stand up, picking up my phone and wallet. I also paid for the bill and everything then I slowly walk to the helipad that was a few minute walk from the resort's lobby

"Ms. Manoban" The pilot went down from the chopper and open the door for me "Where are we heading?"

"Incheon airport" I blankly stated and enter the chopper

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JENNIE POV

I groan and stretch my arms as I felt the sun rays hitting my face "Lili~ What time is it?" I cover my with blanket and continue sleeping

"Lili?" I tap her beside me but it was just a pillow which made me sit up in just a flash "Lisayah?" I look around. It's 9 in the morning, that's what the digital clock on the wall shows

"Lili! Where are you?" I went to the bathroom and veranda but there was no sign of her. I plan to call her but fuck! I have no phone until I saw a bouquet of lilies and daisies

"Is she giving me a surprise?" I raise my eyebrows and giggle. This may be a simple romantic gesture from her. Just like in the movies. Flowers and breakfast by the beach

"Romantic Manoban in the house" I was smiling so widely, smelling the fresh scent of the flowers. My eyes were still admiring the flowers until it lock to this big pastel yellow card

"What are you doing to me Lisa!" I hold my chest as it continues to beat madly. I put the flowers down after I grab the card and open it

Dear Nini, my one and only,

I may not be right beside you now but, first of all I am sorry, you can hate me, get mad at me, curse me whenever you want. I left for Hongkong Jennie and I'm sorry again. I'm sorry because I guess this is what's best for us right now. I know my sorry will not work but please don't look for me Nini because I want you to focus on yourself first. Heal and smile for me even though I'm not around ok? I'll be back my love and my heart will always be for you

Your Lili

"LALISA!" I shout trying to call for her. Mayhe this is a prank. But she never showed up and I can feel my tears continuously flowing down my cheeks

"WHY?! WHY THIS TIME?!" I tear the card into pieces and throw the flower to the wall. Why did you leave me Lisa? Did I hurt you too much that made you leave me?

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