he's all that • cameron x reader

-chapter six- sober?

cam's pov:
i felt really bad about y/n's mom. i couldnt imagine how she must feel right now. when my mom died i took it bad, but not as bad as this. my heart broke just watching her cry. theres really not much i can do except hug her and assure her that she'll be okay.

y/n's pov:

its been about 2 weeks since my mom died and i still have no motivation for anything. i need to start going back to school because camerons been staying home with me and i feel really bad. right now its 10pm and ive been at cams for like 2 weeks. ill go to school tomorrow.

-THE NEXT MORNING-

y/ns pov:
i woke up and cam wasnt in the room. i walked into the bathroom and heard that the shower was on. i assumed cam was in there so i walked out, not wanting to invade his privacy.

it's 5:45am right now. i dont usually wake up this early, but one of cams alarms went off. he usually wakes up at 5:00 to go to work before school, but he hasnt for the past weeks so he can stay with me.

i decided to start getting ready while he was still in the shower. i didnt have any clothes here.. he walked back into the room with just a towel over his waist. he quickly turned around, embarrased. he said, "oh! sorry i didnt know you would be up." i laughed. "its alright. i think i wanna start going back to school.."

cam looked at me with a confused look.
"are you sure? you dont have to yet, im sure we could do online work if you dont want to go back yet."
"its okay. im sure." he nodded. i guess he realized i had nothing to wear. i've been wearing his sweatshirts and sweatpants for the past 2 weeks. its around 68° today. he handed me his black thrasher sweatshirt and his sister let me borrow some white sweatpants.

once we were ready, we got in his car and he drove to school.

i have had 2 main things on my mind at all times for the past weeks. 1. cam. 2. my mom. while we were in the car i decided to call my brother for the first time in 2 weeks and ask him more about it and whats happening back at home.

i found out my mom died in a car accident, and that my dad has been sober because he was sad about it. that really shocked me, i didnt know someone who has over 20 beers a day could stop so easily. when hes sober, hes great. hes a whole different person. no yelling or blasting music, just a caring father who actually pays any mind to his kids.

me and cam sat together at lunch today, ive been laying sort of low and avoiding other people, even my friends. i didnt need their pity apologies for something they had nothing to do with. sure, i was sad. but i was more angry than sad right now. im mad at myself. if i went to my moms house that day, instead of staying home, she probably would have been alive right now.

i zoned off at lunch thinking about how stupid some drivers must be to get in such a bad accident like that. my mom was always a good driver, never drove drunk. she barely drank in general, except for on occasions or holidays; or on her birthday. her funeral was tomorrow. maybe ill go back to my house today after school, just see whats going on. cams never been inside my house, but when he would pick me up, he could hear the loud music and the yelling.

after school i asked him if we could go to my house to see whats going on over there.

right when we walked through the door of my house, my brothers and my dad were sitting at the kitchen table baking a cake.. thats weird. "whats this?" i asked. my dad smiled at me and said "hi honey! we wanted to bake a cake just for fun, where have you been i havent seen you." i grabbed cams hand and pushed him in front of me gently. i said "this is cameron, or cam. i was staying with him the past few weeks..." my dad greeted him.

-TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT DAY-