Chapter 12

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(No ones POV)

The rest of the day went well as they where talking and getting to know each other all day Louis became a lot more comfortable with them the time Harry came home about 5 to see them all lying on the couch watching a movie he lay behind Marcel and joined them

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A week later....

Harry was at work and marcel was out with Liam Edward was off and got to spend the day with Louis

(Edwards POV)

I woke up to Louis crying the word "daddy" over and over again i opened my eyes quickly shutting them again from the pain of the light

"Shhh little one daddy's coming" I said forcing myself up as I stood up the room spun i felt miserable my stomach hurts my head hurts my bones are aching

I slowly went to Louis' crib as his crying turned into sniffles I took the railing down

"Hi my baby" I mumbled trying to put on a brave face

(Louis' POV)

As I watched daddy through the bars I saw him stumble then rub his bare abs somewhere in the back off my little mind I know I need to be big as daddy looks sick

He stumbles over to my crib as I close my eyes when I open them again he's taking down the side of my crib

I'm bigger now

Seeing him up close I can really see how sick he looks

"Hi my baby" he tries to smile but it's pained

"Eddy are you okay?" I question propping myself up on my elbows

"You big love?" he asked avoided my question

"Yeah but your avoiding my question" I reached one of my hands up touching his forehead which is on fire

"I'm fine Lou" he says standing up straight

" no your not your hot" I argued sitting up wincing slightly

"So are you" he winked with a smirk on his face

" Edward I'm serious" I blushed

"I know but I'm fine" he said then his hand flew to his mouth then he ran into the toilet I watched as he fell to his knees and gripped the toilet bowl gagging a few times that was enough for me

I stood up holding on to things trying to ignore the pain just focusing on the pained sounds coming from the bathroom I reached the toilet kneeling down behind him

I rubbed my hands up and down his back

"Let it out you'll feel better promise" I told him just as he heard that he gagged again this time last nights dinner splashed into the toilet

"That's it your okay" I encouraged as his body started to shake under my hands

After a few minutes he was just dry heaving I looked at him and I could see he was trying not to cry

"It's okay breathe I'm here your okay" I ran one  hand through his soft hair the other rubbing up and down his back

"S-sorry" he whimpered wiping his eyes trying to stop himself from crying as he leaned against the bath putting his head down

"No no there's nothing to be sorry for" i straddled his legs cupping his face with my hands making him look at me "it's okay to cry" I assured him

At that he let out a harsh sob his body shaking under my touch

I brought his head into my neck placing my hand at the nape of his neck

"Your okay that's it let it out I'm here it's okay"I whisper in his ear trying to calm him

"S-sorry I-I'm meant to b-b-be looking a-after you" he sobbed into my neck

"You look after me constantly it's 'bout time I repay the favour" I tell him

"B-b-bu-but I'm m-meant to be y-your d-daddy" he sobbed harder into my neck I heard him trying to catch his breath

" you are my daddy my amazing wonderful sexy daddy who is protective and dominating you make me feel so safe just being near you , you and the boys are the best daddies in the world" I whispered in his ear

I felt him smile slightly but His breathing was getting harsher I pulled his head out of my neck to look at his panicked face

" you okay babe?" I asked rubbing my finger across his bottom lip

He shook his head frantically

"Do you have Asthma?" I asked concern written all over my face

"N-n-no" he stuttered

It then hit me " are you taking a panic attack?" I asked and he nodded his head

"Okay your okay big deep breaths copy me your fine I'm here....in....and out...in....and out" I took his hand and placed it on my heart well he copied my breathing

After about 5 minutes I was wiping the last tears off his face

"Lou?" He asked looking at me with his big sad green eyes I wiped the fringe off his forehead

"Mmnm" I hummed in response

"How did you know how to help me?" he questioned he must have felt me tense up as he rubbed his hand up and down my arm

"Doesn't matter just now what does matter is getting you better"I tried to to get off his legs him stopping me

"Hey hey you can tell me anything I won't judge" he cupped my face this time

"I used to take panic attacks alot not so much anymore and I kinda found that that's what worked for me so I tried it and it worked for you" I let out a sigh

"Thank you for telling me baby" we stared at each other in the eye

"I would kiss you but your unwell and you were just sick so this will have to do for now" i kissed his cheek standing up

I gripped the counter letting out a whimper

"You okay?" He asked as he stood up again stumbling about probably from dizziness

"Yeah just a bit sore what about you" I asked again putting my hand to his head feeling he's burning up more than before "and don't you dare lie to me Eddy" I told him sternly

"Really bad" he mumbled

"Let's get you to bed then" I started walking to bed both of us leaning against each other

"Lou I have to make your breakfast" he told me

"I'm not hungry it's fine" I said trying to get him into bed

"Louis Tomlinson your eating breakfast no matter what" he told me sternly

"Ano Ano I'll make us breakfast while you sleep" I smiled as he sat down on the edge of the bed

"No way in hell am I letting you go to the kitchen without supervision" he argued

"Fine I'll phone one of the boys to come home" I said lying him down

To be continued...

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