tere bina

chapter 19

Khushi kumari gupta never thought her life would change so much from falling in love with a business tycoon and marrying him to leaving him... From being and uneducated traditional girl to educated Fashionista....from struggling for money to earning lacs per month . ... She changed a lot... Her life changed a lot ...

She had everything one can ever want money, status, reputation everything as khushi singhania ...... But deep inside she knew she still misses khushi kumari gupta the one who was free ... Who lived life like she wanted who enjoyed life, titaliya isn't what buaji called her...

Being married at 18 that too forcefully.... She wasn't supposed to live a life like this... She was still immature to handle a relationship at 18 isn't it?... It was her age to study enjoy and live life but she was forced to take up the responsibilities of a house as a daughter in law and wife...

In order to become a best dil and wife she forgot herself.. It wasn't the dressing sense or money she lacked it was self confidence... She really forgot her own self in becoming khushi singh raizada... She left the fiesty khushi kumari gupta who fought with ASR who had confidence and power to fight for herself....

Falling in love makes us strong but here she became weak... Love is respect and if there is no respect there is no love...

Sheetal was able to hurt her because she felt inferior it was the attitude and confidence which she lost....

But things changed when she realised her worth... Her parents have not brought her in the world to beg for love ... She never deserved this kind of life.. Would her parents be happy seeing her loosing herself like this No.... They won't they will be ashamed of her for being so weak that she couldn't fight for herself

Life isn't what we think life is what happens to us... We aren't writters of our destiny but God gives us a option... He gives us a choice to choose how our life would be... Our life is the result of the choices we make

That night she too had a choice of choosing her husband or herself and her respect... She could have lived the same life or left to live a better life

She would have gone back to arnav , beg him to talk to her, or show her how much he loves her... But will it be worth it... Will it make her feel loved... Will it make her feel wanted in his life

NO... It won't because it love not sympathy love is given not asked...

She decided to leave for good changing herself... She changed a lot a lot more than expected

Khushi thoughts came to halt when her phone rang she sighed and picked up the call

Saniya: hii babes missing me. .. Khushi heard a enthusiastic voice of her bestie

Khushi: did you disturb me in night to ask me whether I miss you both not... She asked in irritated tone

Saniya: no babes I called to inform that I am getting married to rihaan... She squealed in happiness

Khushi: wow I mean seriously I can't wait to see your wedding .... She said happily making saniya smile

Saniya: yeah my parents agreed it was such a tough job be convince them... She said sighing in relief

Khushi: thank go your Hitler mom agreed .... She said chuckling

Saniya: yeah even rihaan is happy just missing you in the club...

Khushi; what are you partying that to without me I won't leave you idiot... She said fake angrily

Saniya: yeah I am but don't worry we will party later... She said laughing khushi could hear faint voices of music