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“Self-love is not selfish; you cannot truly love another until you know how to love yourself.”
— Unknown.

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“Colleen's POV”


Whole day akong nasa kubo, thank's to Naru he never leave me. He told me how he idolize me and I'm having fun listening to him.

"Naru do you have a girlfriend?" I asked, he giggle and stare at my eyes.

"I will dedicate my whole life to treat patients."

Napakurap ako sa sagot niya. Oo nga pala nag aaral ito ng medicine.

"Why? Sayang lahi mo." I pout, ngumuti lang siya at ginulo ang buhok ko. Tinignan ko siya kung bakit niya ginawa 'yon.

"I already made a promise to my self. It's for my mom and for you. At isa pa, kung hindi ko naman mapipigilan na ma inlove then I guess I have no choice?"

"What? You mean kahit nag promise ka tapos dumating yung time na ma inlove ka you just let it be?"

"Yup, If it is not's God will then that's it. Who am I to question my journey." He giggle.

Oh man, this guy is unbelievable.

"Wala akong ma say." I shrug.

"Pero Naru what if you choose to run away kasi ayaw mong may masaktan?"

"What's the situation?"

"Ahm, The one that run away felt guilty. She need time to think?"

"Tell her to come back as soon as possible. Maraming nagbabago kada minuto, who knows kung wala na siyang babalikan?"

I gulp. I can't imagine.

"Why did she run away by the way?" He lean to me and I look away..

"Wala akong sinabing 'her' siya."

"Isn't obvious? Na kapag may ikwekwento kayo you always named your self as a third person or claiming it as your friend's story?"

"Hah. Edi ikaw na." I pout.

"So seriously? Why did you run away? Sure ka ba na yung iniisip mo, 'yan ang nararamdaman ng mga taong iniwan mo? You run away because you are affraid that they will leave you? So you choose to left them first? Alam mo Colleen it's not about who left first, it's about who stay."

Nakagat ko ang ibaba kong labi, bakit parang nakuryente buo kong katawan sa mga sinabi niya? Dahil ba natamaan ako, kasi lahat sinabi niya tama?

"Bakit andami mong alam," Halos mabasag boses ko,

He pinch my nose and smile.

"Maybe I'm your fan, don't think weird I just guess it."

I cover my face with my both palms.

"Then what should I do now?"

"Bumalik ka na sa kanila." Mahina niyang sabi.




Naru left dahil tinawag siya ni Kallus, I'm sitting outside and staring at nowhere right now. I'm thinking about what will happened if I go back now.

"Are you okay?" I lift my head to him.

"Adamir?" He lean to me and about to touch my forehead when he saw my lockscreen, it's Naru's face. I made it my lockscreen because it's cute. Adamir step back and look at me in the eyes. He didn't say any words.

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