You said you wouldn't

Prologue 1.

"ACCEPT THIS SIA! PLEASE!"

He shouted as he took her hand in his.

Right in front of me

"ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?! HOW CAN YOU EVEN THINK OF THIS!? "

I yelled back

"I LOVE HER SIA!! KNOW THAT!"

Wow

" YOU'RE FUCKIN MARRIED! I'M YOUR WIFE DAMNIT! HAVE SOME DECENCY! "

I cried out, this can't be happening to me

To us...

"That's why I am asking you to accept this  please? We could make this work"

Is he insane?

"You're asking me to ACCEPT your relationship with your mistress??! "

"DO NOT CALL HER THAT! " He yelled

It was such a spine chilling voice that even she gasped . It made me take a step back and control my shivering.

He yelled at me. For the sake of her

I wrapped my arms around myself to control my shivering.My already broken heart was crushed some more

He knows exactly how bad my anxiety is

He knows how yelling affects me

"Please don't do this"

I whispered looking down trying to control my tears

I heard him sigh before speaking up

"Look I am sorry okay? But you need to understand this. I do not love you, I love her "

There it was. The words I was afraid of hearing throughout my life.

My mind instantly drifted back to that day

**Flashback**

Kings university, London

At the cafeteria :

We stood at the every end. Just by the window. Him holding my small hands in his big ones. Everyone has left. It was just us.

"Please let me go"

"Sia please...I love you with all my heart"

"Y-you shouldn't.. I am not at all upto your standards. I don't fit in your lifestyle"

"Hey.. Don't say that okay? You're the most beautiful girl here.. And you fit in just fine"

"No please, everyone knows I'm here on scholarship. I don't belong to this place..this society..to..you... You deserve much more"

"But All I want is you"

"There are thousands of girls better than me in every aspect who completely belong to your society. You should love them.. Just like everyone else here does."

"I could never love someone other than you Sia. I would never leave you for anyone else. I'd never"

**Flashback ends**

"Say something! "

I looked up and met the eyes of a person I don't even know anymore

"You either accept this and don't make a fuss and I let you stay in my house with everything you want or... "

He stopped and just for a second his eyes softened before going back to emotion less

"Or... Leave.. I'd send the divorce papers as soon as I can "

My heart... For a second I wished that it was all a nightmare. I'd wake up just fine cuddling to him but no..

Fresh tears poured out of my eyes, my whimpers were now loud sobs as my kness gave up and I fell on the floor. Crying my heart out

I looked up at him. He was just blankly staring back at me.

Is this really MY HUSBAND.

The person I've dedicated my whole life to was standing in front of me holding his mistress's hand asking me to leave

My chin trembled as I tried to speak. Ask him out about the words which had made me believe that what we had was something real.

Something honest...

Exhaling deeply and looking back at him, controlling my voice from cracking I rasped out

" You said you'd never do this to me "

"You said you wouldn't"