𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕺𝖗𝖎𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖆𝖑𝖘 | 𝔅𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔦𝔢 𝔐𝔦𝔨𝔞𝔢𝔩𝔰𝔬𝔫 {on hold}

Abyss

Hey everyone! I'm back with another chapter. I had writer's block and school to deal with. Don't forget to vote and comment! Without further ado...

Bonnie POV

I woke up to bright white light. I look around to see myself standing in an endless white abyss. It's very peaceful.

"Ah! You're finally awake." The familiar voice says

I turn around to see someone I haven't seen in a long time.

"Ayana," I say with a smile

I walk up to her and give her a hug, and after a while, I reluctantly pull away. I missed being in her embrace. She was always there to comfort me when I needed her.

"We have much we have to discuss, dear." She said, looking into my eyes

I give her a nod, knowing she was speaking the truth

I remember everything. How I went back in time and the rest from there is history.

"Where are we?" I ask, looking around once more

"We are in your subconscious. Unlocking all of your memories really took a toll on you, my dear." She said sympathetically, "How does it feel to be Bonnie Bennett again?" She asks with a smile

Truthfully, I don't feel any different.

"Ayana, you must understand. I was Bonnie Bennett for 18 years, and I have been Bonnie Mikaelson for well over a thousand." I say with absolute truth, "And with all of the suffering I have endured before, I kind of wish I didn't get my memories back."

Knowing how I was used and mistreated in the past just makes me angrier.

I am a Bennett without a doubt, but that doesn't change the fact that I was a Mikaelson more much longer

She nods her head in understanding, and she holds onto my hand

"I understand, Bonnie. You are both, and there is nothing wrong with that. And besides, you are now one of the strongest beings in the world. A hybrid. You have been wanting this for over a millennium, don't let anyone take this joy away from you."

I nod my head as my eyes swell with unshed tears

"I have been watching you, Bonnie. I am so proud of how strong you have become. There is someone else who also has a few words to say."

I look at her confused before my nose is hit with a scent, and those unshed tears immediately fall down my face. I was absolutely terrified to turn around.

"Are you going to turn around, child? I don't want to be standing here all day." The voice said teasingly

I slowly turn around to see one of the most influential people that have affected my life

"Grams," I mutter before speeding and pulling her into a hug

I cry in her arms and squeeze her tight, afraid to let go.

"I'm so so sorry. I'm sorry. If I could go back and change it, I would. I'm so sorry." I kept repeating as I was literally a shaking mess in her embrace.

"Hush all that, child. There is no way you would have known. Besides, I knew my time was coming." She said calmly and with a smile

I pull away immediately feeling cold without her embrace

"Grams, I am not the same Bonnie that you knew. I'm a monster-" I say, my voice choking

"I don't ever want you to repeat those words, Bonnie. What happened to you is something that no one would get through. But you did, and I couldn't be any more proud. Besides, I'm part of the reason you went back to the past in the first place."