harry potter one shots

"toxic" mattheo riddle

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Mentions: angst , mentions of smut , s*lf  h*rm

Falling out of love with mattheo riddle
Y/n pov
There he was your boyfriend for over 2 years , talking with Daphne greengrass
Well it wasn't really talking no she was all over him and he let her
You were already used to it the girls at hogwarts drooling over him but you never thought he would let them,  he was your boyfriend , he was taken but it didn't look like it
You knew he was cheating on you , and you should leave his ass cause you deserve better ,but you couldn't,  you loved him so much you were scared that if you left him you would end up all alone so you stayed , it made you weak , God you were so stupid you should have left him way earlier, those scars on your arm proved how much you cared cause all the pain he gave you , you just wanted to forget,  you wanted to feel something else to think about some else but even though he treated you like absolute garbage he still made you feel loved it were the little moments when you were in his dorm together and he played with your hair , told you he loved you , kissed your forehead, gave you presents cause you deserved it , made you little notes telling you how beautiful you are that's what kept you attached to him , it made you think he loved you and maybe you were thinking things that weren't true
How he would kiss your body , make love to you when you mentioned how you felt telling you it was only you and that's how you were now , laying in bed beside him his arm wrapped around you , how could you be this stupid to let him use your body like that , you knew it wasn't true that what he told you was bullshit he already fell out of love with you he just loved to have control over someone and that someone is you
Looking at his sleeping form , you still thought he was absolutely beautiful, on the outside on the inside he was a cold person,  he didn't care about your problems,  he only cared about what you could give him , power over someone
You knew this had to stop but you still loved him so dearly,  maybe it was to late and he already had control over you
"Babe?" Mattheo mumbled
"Yes?"
"Is everything okay?"
"Mhm I'm fine" you lied
"Give me a kiss" he pouted his lips at you and you did , again , you listened to him
He deepend the kiss immediately and you knew this was gonna lead to some morning sex but you let him he turned you guys around so he was on top and traced the curves of your body with his hands
"So beautiful my love,  I love you" he said kissing your neck
"I love you" you sighed knowing it was to late , he had you in his power , and you had to get used to it
For now

(Part 2 will be up soon)