She wakes up she smiles,she cleans,she laughs BUT its all a lie. She looks in the mirror wanting to kill the girl in the reflection so badly but she can't the reflection is her, it's her!! She cries, she hates this life she hates every single second of it she wants it all to end but she knows she can't go she can't leave the loved ones behind. She doesn't want to die she just wants the pain to end.
I swear she isn't scared of death no more I swear she isn't. She pretty much is a murderer she killed the happy girl she once used to be. She drowned her in a river of nasty thoughts. She's gone I swear she's gone there's no way of return.
She wants to run run like there's no tomorrow. The hates too much. Way too much for her to handle. I swear. The demons are stronger there winning. The depression is killing her. She cries.
Suicidal thoughts are her best friends they never leave her and so is depression. She cries to herself thinking what is this all and then she remembers its hell. She's been living in hell all her life. There's no help. The depression won't leave her. Depression is like cancer it eats you up bit by bit til there's nothing left and you die. When's it ending depression my dearest friend? She thinks.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
How it all began
PoesíaThank you for taking the time to read my poetry. This poetry is mostly based on my feelings that I can't speak about it. I hope you enjoy reading and you are not alone <3
