Cherry Kisses 🍒 || Chenji <3

"*°•.˜"*°• School :( •°*"˜.•°*"˜

"Okay! Everyone's here! Now the  16-17-18 group go take the bus right there!" Shouts Sooyoung as she point the bus stop. I grab Jisung's arm and happily walk to the bus stop. I see Jeno and Mark laughing at us. I quickly walk to them. "Hey. You dickheads! Before worrying about how other people look worry about your ugly ass selves." I give them a middle finger and Jisung widen his eyes.

We finally enter the bus. As we sit i can feel Jisung moving next to me. He's rapidly tapping his feet on the floor. He looks stressed. I grab his hand and give him a soft smile. Maybe he doesn't like school? Or he's stressed about it? I don't know, but i hope he'll have a great day.

The ride was not really long. After 30 minutes we finally get out of the bus. Jisung look very hesitant. He look like he's trying to escape the school entrance. I want to grab his hand but i think he'll be uncomfortable. People might misunderstand.

We enter the school and Jisung is shaking. I feel so bad, i wanna hug him. I decide, since it rings in 30 minutes to just go to the rooftop with him. Hopefully, no one is here. I hug him very tightly. "Jisung-ie, don't be stressed, I'll stay by your side."

He doesn't respond. Suddenly i hear him sniffling. I hug him even tighter. "Don't cry... I will never let my brother getting hurt. " He put his arms around me and hug me tightly too.

"Thank you Chenle..."
He finally look at me and his eyes are red and puffy, his nose is red and his mouth too. I wanna kiss him so bad.

"Do i look weird now?" He says with a little voice.
"No! Why are you asking this?"
"You're staring at me weirdly..."
My cheeks go bright red and i slowly get out of his grip.
"Class will start soon! See you!" I wave at him and he wave back.

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"So the only homework will be making a resume of a movie you love in Chinese. You'll need to show it to the class in 3 weeks!" Says the professor as everyone starts to get out of the class. It's finally lunch time. I'm so sad Jisung and I weren't in the same class... I hope it went well for him...

I quickly get out of class and run to see Jisung. I told him to go to the rooftop at lunchtime.

I quickly run in the stairs and a smile appears on my face as i see the tall boy. I backhug him very tightly when i see him.
"I missed you Sungie~!" He chuckles.

"How was your morning?" he asks as we sit in the shadow.
"Very boring unfortunately but it was fine i made friends! Her name is Ryujin and the boy's name is Haechan and you?" I say as we unpack our food.
Jisung nod then responds. "It's was uhm... Like usual." I frown.
"Everyone ignores me."

I feel sad. Very sad.

I quickly give him a hug. "Jisung, try to make friends. I don't want you to be alone." He hug me back.

"I can't make friends here Chenle."
"What do you mean by that?"
"It's complicated Chenle." He sounds very cold and serious.
I let go and he gives me a soft smile.

I start to eat but Jisung doesn't. "Eat, so you'll grow much more." I say with my mouth full.
"I'm not hungry."
"Eat. You're WAY too skinny."

[🐥 POV]
Ouch. I never knew that Chenle would tell me such things. I wanna cry and the worst is that he's not wrong. I'm way to skinny but everytine i try to eat i can only eat very small proportion or i feel like throwing up.

Even him see me disgusting so who will think i look good? I wish I had a muscular body like the men on TV. My bones are showing so much it's absolutely disgusting.

Maybe he didn't tell this to hurt me but to make me eat. Whatever, stop overthinking.

"Jisung?" If i look at him in the eyes I'll cry. "Mmh?"

"You don't like your lunch? I'll buy you another one."

[🐬 POV]
Suddenly Jisung burst out crying. I quickly put my fork down and go beside him. I put my hand and his back and massage it slowly.

"What's wrong?" I ask worried. Maybe i should've not force him to eat. I feel bad. I give him my drink since he can't talk.

After 5 minutes he stops crying and i hug him tightly. "I'm sorry i should've not tell you that and force you..." He sniffles then give me a soft smile. "I-I'll try to eat." He says as he bites his food.

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School is finally over and as we get out of the bus to go into the center. Jisung already had a harsh day and I've made it worst. I feel so bad. "Chenle?" I hum in response. "I'm okay so don't worry too much." he gives me a soft smile and i smile back.

I decide to start my homework since i have nothing to do. Jisung is laying on his bed. Everytime i see him, I wanna kiss him. His lips are way to appealing. It's not my fault if he's too handsome.
Ah! Don't get too distracted Chenle, go back to your homework!

I turn around and continue my work.