Blame It On Pride

C h a p t e r S i x t y

Y/n's POV:

'What-what Jenna-Y/n, let's go home-'

'You know exactly what Jenna Rafe, when were you planning to tell me? Tomorrow, after a year-never?'

He sighs and steps closer, however I step back, his eyes are filled with indistinguishable-engulfed emotions, fury, anger, pain...?

I feel tear trickle down my cheek,

'Y/n, you need to understand that I couldn't care less about her, I never loved her, I never even liked her, I never liked anyone until I met you.' He says, tilting his head 'did she say something to you?' He suddenly shifts in his emotions, caprice as ever, serious,

'No.' I lie, I do despise her, but if I tell him that she said those ghastly things to me, he will rip her apart, and it's not really the time for that,

'Y/n, if you're lying to me, I swear to God-'

'I am not lying.' I tersely respond, it doesn't feel the same, I don't feel the same and Rafe can see it, he sees the way I am poignant, unsatisfied...

'I'll just go home.' I say, turning around, however he grasps me by my wrist and takes me towards his house,

'Rafe-what are you-'

'Let's go inside, we'll talk there, I can see the way you are not pleased...' He demands...

—-

Sitting in his living room, I can hear birds chirping outside, sun rays are shining through the modicum gap of the drapes, Rafe's hand is on my thigh as he looks at me, examining me, I am not looking though,

'Look at me.' He says, 'come on Y/n, look at me.' He nudges, cupping my chin, 'she is nothing, I never felt anything towards her, she never experienced anything from me-because I couldn't give less shits about her, but you, you are the first person whom I've admitted to love, you are my first person who I want to please, want to make you feel everything, I can show you so many places, and Lord, I hate to see you cry due to someone else, besides when we're in bed.' He says, I chuckle, he had to add that, didn't he?

'No one will hurt you, and I repeat no one, I will sort it out, I promise darling.' He continues, wiping my cheek as he plants a kiss on my lips, his hand reaches higher to my waist, he groans my name against my lips...

—-

Whilst finishing up the protein smoothie for Rafe who's currently in their own gym, I gather all the ingredients and mix it up,

Placing in a pink straw whilst smirking, I take it to the gym, standing next to the door, I can hear Rafe breathing heavily whilst grunting, I am guessing he's lifting something heavy...

Opening the door,  cannot help but slacken my lips by seeing him...

He's shirtless in trousers, I can see the way sweat glides against his abs and his broad shoulders, he's lifting up dumbbells, in intervals of one after the other, his eyes immediately land on mine as he keeps the eye contact whilst lifting them up, smirking,

His jaw clenched and his grunting is turning me on,

I step closer as his eyes follow me, I lean against one of the apparatuses, web-board with leather plank and surface to place your legs onto, he examines me and chuckles,

I hand him the drink, he smirks at the straw and thanks me whilst drinking it,

He groans after finishing it, placing it aside, he steps closer to me, his hands palpably glide to my waist, caressing me,

'You're about to be fucked on e ach equipment I have here.' He says, his fingers begin to nibble on my collar as he lifts my shirt up,

He places me on the web-board, my stomach is on the surface for legs, I place my hands on the leather plank as my legs remain on the floor, Rafe gets behind me, his hands stroke my bum,

'I will complete my workout by hearing you scream.' He says, as he grasps my hands and places them behind my back, holding my wrists with his palm, he then lowers my trousers and the lingerie, his other hand grasps my waist, keeping me still,

He inserts himself, hard, I cry out his name,

He groans mine and keeps going, rough and hard, thrusting into me with no mercy,

He grasps my hair and lifts my head higher,

He keeps pounding in, grunting my name and profanities as I cry out his,

'Fuck Y/n!'

He holds my chin and turns my head towards the massive mirror besides us, holding me so that I look at our reflection,

'Look at the way I fuck you and make you cum princess.' He growls breathlessly as he picks up the pace, pounding fast,

I keep moaning as I feel the release approaching,

'I am so-close Rafe-please-' I beg as he keeps pounding,

'Don't you dare cum, not yet.' He demands,

'Please-I am can't take it any longer-'

'Yes you can fucking take it, all of it.' He says as he goes deeper, I cry out, that was not all of him? He had more?

'Now cum for me princess,' He says as I allow myself to unravel in a flock of tingles and feeling of being filled,

He lifts me back up, pressing me against him as he groans my name,

I was about to gather our clothes, however he stops me by lifting me back up,

'I am not finished with you yet.' He says...