Losing someone close to you
Hurts you the most
It feels like a stab
Even worst
It is my only fear
And the biggest one of all
I couldn't loose you
Noooo
It was too lateeee
For me to tell you
How much I truly cared
To show my loveeee
I hid my pain
But cried silently
Sleepless nights for weeks
Because you were always on my mind
I couldn't get over it
I was designing
Dropped my laptop
Hearing the news
Panicked and rushed
The faces of my families
Crying and screaming
I fell apart
But I didn't shed a tear
I didn't feel anything
Nothing
I was empty
They called me emotionless
No expression on my face
I stayed strong for you
For you
I didn't wanted to break down
For you
Your children
The last one that never saw you
The one I will forever feel responsible for
I am breaking inside
But strong on the outside
I cry when I am alone
But be happy when I am with family
It is reality
I won't see you again
Someone I trusted the most
Someone I could ask for advice for anytime
I give up hoping you would live
So I just said my goodbyes
Not caring how hard it
Deep down
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Excruciation & Euphoria
PoetryRaging Storms, Violent Cries, That single tear, Laid in that child's eyes. Would you feel the same, If it was your daughter Would you feel the pain, If it was your brother ...
