~Decisions~

~chapter 104~

Look at how beautiful Jin is

On the private plane

I step onto the plane. I open one of my suitcases and pull out a hoodie. I walk to the bathroom. I shut the door and lock it. This bathroom is too fancy.

I take off my sweater and look at the deep purple bruise marks. My eyes tear up again. That's permanent for a while. I slip on my hoodie and walk out putting the sweater in my suitcase and zipping it up. I pull down the sleeves. I walk between where the boys are to get to my seat. My wrist gets grabbed.

I turn and look at Jimin. I yank my wrist out of his grip. I hear him sigh along with the others. I sit near the window away from them out of the bed thing onto the couch thing. I hold my arms against my body as a tear slips from my eyes. I see my phone on the table. I turn to grab it but let out a little whimper.

"You okay?" I hear Jin ask. "I'm fine" I say to him. I grab my phone. I scroll through. It starts to ring. Jackson. I just stare at it. Should I answer it or not? Oh fuck it.

"Hello?"
"Ahh my little cousin! Are you okay?"
"I'm fine,why?"
"*sigh* joon told me what happened"
"Right. But I'm fine I swear. I put that on everything"
"He says you won't talk to any of them"
"Obviously"
"But you are talking to me?"
"No I'm talking to the damn wall"
"*chuckles* smart ass"
"*lets out a giggle* obviously"
"I have a surprise for you"
"What is it now?"

I see the plane door open. I look at my phone and then see Jackson. "That's what you meant" I say. I hang up the phone. "Why don't I get a hug?" He says sadly. "Do I look like someone who wants a hug at the moment" I say to him. He sighs. The boys walk out of the little room thing. They hug Jackson. I look at my phone. I click my Instagram and check my last post. That damn picture. My eyes water.

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I look at the photo and softly smile. A tear escapes my eye as I shut off my phone and set it down on the table. "Lydia" I hear my cousin call me name. I look at him. "Hmm?" I say. He looks at me. Stares into my eyes. His face softens. "Com here. I want to talk to you" he says. He walks to the back room. I sigh and stand up. I grab my phone and walk behind him into the room. He shuts the door as we sit on the bed that's in there. "What's wrong?" He says. "Cmon you can tell me anything" he says. I let out a sob. He grabs me and hugs me but I whimper. "What the hell" he says.

I sigh and pull up my sweater. "WHAT THE HELL!?" He yells. I flinch. "Shh don't be so loud" I say. He looks at me. "are you okay!?" He yells. "I'm fine" I say. "I don't think they realize how bad this hurts and I don't think they realized they left marks" I say to him. "Namjoon said they punished you not physical fucking punishment!" He yells. He looks at me. "Are you okay?" He says. He grabs my face. "You have fear in your eyes" he says. "It's like as I was hitting his chest and told him to stop..I stopped myself because I've been through worse" I say to him.

"I thought me, Tae and jimin were just playing but they got mad and this happened but iungkook did it. They used him to punish me because they know I'm closer to him and I feel just a tad more safer" I say to him. "Jackson I'm starting to not be able to do it anymore" I say to him. "Hold on longer lydia, okay? They won't abuse you they just went to far" he says. "Jackson I live in fear. There was clear fear written in my face when he gripped me tight" I say to him. He grabs me and holds me. "It's okay calm down" he says. I sob. He grabs me and holds me.

"Breath little cousin. Breath" he says softly. "That's why I'm here. Namjoon sensed you didn't feel so safe that's why I'm here" he says. I sob again. "Cmon let's just go out Okay?. Ignore them if you feel like it but don't take it out on Jin. He's very sad. So is hobi"Jackson says. "Half of them don't deserved to be ignored, cause they didn't do anything but I can't talk to one and not the others that's why I give them the same treatment" I say to Jackson. He chuckles. "Cmon" he says. I take a deep breath as we walk out of the room. I sit back to where I was before. He waves namjoon over as I slowly watch them enter that room.

The door shuts. I release a breath I didn't know I was holding. I pull out my phone only to see the boys group chat.

My boys ⚠️⚠️

Kookie😈: are you still gonna ignore us?
Jimmy😍: same, are you?
Suga cube♥️: leave her be
Me🥰: isn't it obvious?

*seen by sunshine🥰*

Their phones ding. I take a deep breath and stare out the window. Hiding my face in my hoodie. My phone dings.

My Boys ⚠️⚠️
Kookie😈: please talk to me lydia I'm dying without you here
Alien🔫: she's obviously not going to! Might as-well text or call Jennie, she talks!
Me🥰: try it and I shoot you
Jimmy😍: no one is gonna shoot anyone
Jin🤪: she's just mad and Tae you're smirking. You know you won't do that.
Suga cube♥️: Damn baby I dare you to shoot him
Me🥰: don't dare me to do it Suga. I won't hesitate
Kookie😈: you can't do that unless I say it's okay
God of destruction😌🥱: lydia leave Tae alone,Tae leave her alone
Me🥰: I didn't do anything. Come out of the room and actually see with your eyes
Suga cube♥️:oh shit
Kookie😈: did she just-
Jimmy😍: she did
Sunshine🥰: raised you right babygirl

Taes phone starts ringing. He puts it on speaker. I can sense his smirk.

"Hey Jennie!"
"Hey baby!"

My eyes start to sting with tears all over again as I clench my jaw.

"Hi my love! I'm bored and decided to call you!"
"Ahh is she not there? She's that boring?"

I wipe my tears with my sleeve. My hoodie is pink. It's noticeable when it's wet. There for my sleeve is now tear stained.

"No she's here! Just not around me!"
"Ahh why are you married to her anyway?"
"To use her baby! When we get divorced I'm definitely marrying you!"
"I would love that tae! Aww alien!"

I chuckle. "You are a slut Jennie Kim. And you are an asshole Kim Taehyung!" I yell as I look at him. My tear stained face shocking all of them. I let out a sob as Jackson and namjoon come out of the room from my sudden outburst. "What's going on?!" Namjoon says. Jackson comes towards me and grabs me. "Calm down okay?" Jackson says. "What's going on!?" Namjoon yells again. I flinch.

"Lydia wouldn't talk to us so I decided to do something that'll get her talking" Tae says. "So calling Jennie was a way to get me to talk" I say. "I'm tired here! I'm not in the mood to fight with you all over again! I'm exhausted! Calling the person you cheated on me with makes this worse!" I say with a tired voice. The boys can sense it. They look at me sadly. Jungkook stands up. He looks at me. I just look away. "Just stay away from me" I whisper. I hug my body and Walk to the private room. I shut the door and lay on the bed. Crying myself to sleep.

Only my sobs can be heard

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