Dark Cravings

14.

HEAVEN'S POV:

My heart thumping hard and a dazzle of Carmel beauty, that's the last thing I remember. I blinked my eyes in completely blanked memory, sitting on the bed of the hospital. How did I reach here? Lord, I'm so incapable of using my small brain and then last thing you had to do was put me in situations like these.

“Ah-.. ” I cried when trying to move my hand. I had something that seems like glucose bottle, next to my bed. Seems like I'm in serious situation. The room I was in, was empty with no other soul than me. This place seems really expensive, they have soft mattress too... Hold on... I was in the interview... Then WHAT AM I DOING HERE??

As my consciousness kicked in slowly, bringing reality along with it, I realized what has happened. I was with Julian, and it all went black after that. Oh no!! This can't be true, I can't mess up my life like this... I didn't even finish the interview and here I am, on rest, in a hospital. I knew I was nothing good..

My eyes began tearing up and now I had no hopes left for myself in this job. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for this, I'm so unconscious about myself. I began sobbing, grabbing the sheets from my hand.

Years of hardwork, thousands of dollars and this is what the worth has come out to be. I wiped off the streaming tears that didn't dare to stop, blaming myself.

I quietly wrapped myself in the blanket, laying back on the position, covering my face. There's no hope for me. A part of me tried to convince myself that loosing one place doesn't means end while the other part had me questioning my potential. I did make many mistakes, but this one will give me a regret for life. What do I do..??

I heard the door click and open with few footsteps entering inside. I held my breath, trying to figure out, without peeking out of the blanket. One of them seemed like explaining something to someone.

“She's alright at the moment. It was weakness that caused her dizziness. I believe she hasn't taken a proper diet in few days. Don.. I highly recommend getting her mind off those incidents. Therapy or counseling are my recommendations in such situations.” a sharp feminine voice described, exposing my eating habits while I quietly played dead on the bed.

I heard that deep voice agree with her and I didn't have to assume anything, I knew Julian was still here. I'm such a pain in ass, always creating problems for him.

“I'll perform frequent checkups to avoid any such situation afterwards. ” she assured, walking out of the room as soon as she was done. Frequent checkups... I hope she won't use injections, other than that I'll fine with it.

Now I heard just a heavy footstep, approaching me, meanwhile I was barely breathing under these sheets.

“Heaven-” he voiced boldly as if sure of the fact that I was awake and acting. I trembled and responded to his voice instantly, without any delay. I sat up shivering vigorously because of weakness that was way more emphasised now that I know what my destiny holds for me.

A sigh and his arms crossed together, waiting for my next action.
I lifted my awkward gaze from his sculpted body then his muscular chest that had me admiring for a while and then I found the peace of sight. He was slightly unpleased with something, hopefully not me. But still managed to look as perfect as ever, as breath taking as ever. This isn't the place to think of all such things and nor is my condition but I can't let perfection get ignored.

JULIAN'S POV:

My jaw tensed at the words of the doctor, sounded like I was responsible for it in some manner. With a sigh, I straightened my posture to stand in front of her, watching her realise what's happening around her. May be a moment ago I was not pleased by what she did, I would have been stern with my words but the moment those doe eyes looked up at me, I forgot the motive.