june 15, 4:30pm
(this chapter is gonna be really short, it's kindof a small filler)
tw: self hatred, just sad :(
athena pov
neighbour▪️▫️
hey, we still on for phasmaphobia?
other neighbour 🌈
i dunno, something came up.
neighbour ▪️▫️
oh! that's okay, if you don't mind saying, what came up?
other neighbour 🌈
i cant really speak about it right now, sorry ranboo </3
neighbour ▪️▫️
don't apologise! i'll message you again soon, i'm setting my stream up right now.
other neighbour 🌈
okay!
i tried to not let on that anything serious happened. because to be honest, i really couldn't talk about it right now. so technically, i wasn't lying.
i sat on my bed, engulfed in my largest hoodie, my arms hugged around my knees. every part of my body that i saw, i saw him. i felt him, gripping onto my hips, tracing his hands down my waist. i cried into my already soaked sleeves. why me? maybe he was right , maybe i am a snowflake? i deserved it. i deserved it. right?
time skip bought to you by fallen down (15 mins time skip)
i bought my duvet up to my neck, covering myself completely , just waiting and waiting for the notification that ranboo has gone live. though i do not have the energy to stream or talk, i would like to be cheered up. and who better than my favourite people?
suddenly my phone buzzed.
*ranboolive has started streaming: PHASMAPHOBIA WITH TUBBO, JACK, NIKI AND MINX LETS GO*
i smiled a faint smile, clicking on the notification.
"hellooo chat, how are we all? how are we today??" ranboo spoke to his chat kindly , the phasmaphobia lobby in the background.
"NO YOU FUCKING- oh hi ranboo" minx spoke with her thick irish accent.
"hello ranboo!" niki greeted him sweetly.
"RANBOOOOOOOO" tubbo whined "WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME PLAY THIS" i could almost hear the ':(' out loud.
chat
ranthena: where's athena?
athenafannn: athena?
user10938: where ur gf at
*user10938 timed out by brumin*
no1troll:i'm glad she isn't here for once😂
*no1troll banned by philza*
"mods emote only please" ranboo said quietly. "why athena isn't here isn't for you guys to know"
time skip bought to you by techno
"OKAY CHAT! I THINK THIS IS A GOOD PLACE TO WRAP IT UP!" ranboo laughed, deafening his mic to drown out tubbos screams for help. "it was really fun today chat! remember to take care of yourselves! bye! buh bye!!"
after a couple hours of watching the stream, my mood was lightened slightly .
twitter
@athenasworld
sorry for not streaming today chat, something came up, hopefully i will be back on the grind soon! love you all <3
dms
neighbour ▪️▫️
hey! i saw you were watching the stream, how's things?
other neighbour 🌈
i'll explain tomorrow in person? i'm still a bit shaken up.
neighbour ▪️▫️
no worries! i'll see you tomorrow , athena.
i shut off my phone and stared at my ceiling.
"ATHENA!! DINNER TIME!!" my mom called from the kitchen. i didn't even feel like eating.
"IM NOT HUNGRY, SAVE IT FOR TOMORROW" i yelled back, turning to face the wall.
i let myself drift off to sleep at around 7. i couldn't cope staying awake much longer.
535 words
cute sad little filler for you :(
take care of yourself guys, bye bye!
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