chapter: 4

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Sidharth was going to move out of the room when he heard Veer's name called out. He glared at Veer angrily and then walked towards the door. He was going to answer that he will take time but then decided to keep quiet. After some time he heard the voice of his secretary and asked him to stay there till he comes back

"Don't you dare to open this room and if there is any problem call me and Inform me", Sidharth said and left there hurriedly. He then started searching for Shehnaaz's room. He just wants to meet her now. He waited for a long time to meet her. He was walking past a room and heard Shehnaaz's voice which caught his attention. He walked close to the door slowly and tried hearing the voice but was unable to hear anything. He then opened the door a little and noticed Shehnaaz was alone with a beautician.

He walked inside with his hands in his pocket with attitude and ordered in a cold voice for the beautician to leave. She left from there as her work was complete. Shehnaaz was sitting on a moving chair, she noticed and guessed who it can be with his voice but kept quiet like he is no one. Sidharth walked towards her but she rolled her chair towards another side ignoring him, she started humming some tone

"I missed you", he said and walked in front of her but she changed the position of her chair again. She chuckled hearing him, how can a guy like him miss her?  After 3 years he is going to destroy her life again but today she will not let him do so

"I don't know you. Just leave my room ", Shehnaaz said in a cold voice. She opened the make-up kit to apply more make-up when Sidharth rolled her chair in front of him and placed both of his hands on the sides of the chair. Shehnaaz closed her eyes in fear because of his sudden pull

"I will not hurt you. Are you scared of me? And don't you remember me? ", He asked and forced her to face him by holding her chin. Shehnaaz closed her eyes controlling herself. She doesn't want to show him any emotion as she has nothing to do with him. He was her past and now Veer is her present who is very important to her. At least more than him

"I asked something", Sidharth asked in a hard voice. He gulped as she still didn't open her eyes. She ignored him. He looked towards her finger to find his ring and found her hand empty which hurt him. He closed his eyes controlling his tears as her behaviour is showing that she don't want him in her life anymore.

"Fine. But keep this thing in your mind I will not let you marry someone else", Sidharth whispered in a husky voice near her ear. Shehnaaz shivered and pushed him angrily

" Don't you dare Mr  Shukla.  Mind your own business.  I have the right to choose my soul mate.  You are no one to me", Shehnaaz shouted and dragged him out of the room.  She closed the door in front of his face and sat on the chair again.  Sidharth stood there for a minute gathering her words

"You are no one to me", her this line hurt him a lot. He placed his hand on the door feeling her near him.  He knows sometimes situations worse things.  That's What happened here.  He can't even blame her.  Neither him nor her.  Both are innocent.  He then heard someone's footsteps and left.
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" Why he is here now?  To ruin my life more?  Or to mess up my life.  With much difficulty, I decided to move on and he..... ", Shehnaaz thought while placing her head on the table.  She closed her eyes recalling today's encounter with him. She wants to shout at him and ask for an answer but at the same time she doesn't want to believe him as she knows he would lie

Shehnaaz's eyes started having tears when she remembered how she was badly ditched by him.  How he left her in her hard time that too without any clue. 

" He knew I loved him very much then why he left? ", asked Shehnaaz and then faced the mirror, she traced her face from the mirror and stopped at her cheeks

" We're you that bad? What was my fault?  Why am I alive then?  Now again I will be on edge either to choose self-respect or love.  But not this time Shehnaaz, show him that you are Shehnaaz Kaur Gill not a toy to Play with.  This time I will choose my self-respect over him.  Yes, Shehnaaz stay strong and move on.  He was your past and will be your dark past forever ", Shehnaaz said to herself and took her hand back which was touching the mirror. She wants to know why God wrote hed destiny like this.  Why she loved him?

Shehnaaz then noticed her makeup is a little bit ruined because of her crying.  She threw some lipstick and makeup on the ground because of failure

" I can't even look beautiful without this now ", Shehnaaz thought because her kajal was also ruined. She looked down with irritation and then towards the door.  She opened the drawer and picked up a few tissues and wiped her face.  She then applied minimum makeup and closed her eyes with determination not to think about Sidharth
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