Tears fell from your dampened cheeks onto the steering wheel, drowning the black leather with sorrow and self-pity. Why the fuck are you even crying? You felt like a complete idiot, crying over a family that wasn't even yours to begin with.Maybe it was more than that.
Sure, you loved the kids and your 'situationship' with Rin was exhilarating, to say the least - but certainly whatever you were feeling right now was much deeper... old wounds ripping open at the seems from past trauma that you tried so hard to bury.
It struck you with such a force, head suddenly feeling dizzy, causing you to pull over in fear of getting into an accident. You rested your forehead against the steering wheel and just let it all out. You screamed, cried, cursed - whatever you needed to do to relieve the pressure building up inside.
Surely you looked like a psychopath to those observing your mental break down in the parking lot of the shopping center, but it didn't matter at this point. You needed this.
Once you calmed down a bit, your sobs turned to somber sniffles, you picked up your phone and scrolled through the call log to find anyone to call. You were in no condition to drive with your head still spinning like this, it was too risky.
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Dejected | R. Suna
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