beat

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ARC1/CHP26 : beat

 flattering his eyes softly waking up stretching his arms and legs feeling alive after what felt like forever,
he blinked his eyes and looked around him recognizing jungkook's room  " hyungie ?" he called with his sweet voice, checking the time it was 6 in the morning where is jungkook this early in the morning if not beside him? was everything that happened yesterday night a dream? Nah, it felt so real and good to be just a dream, did he leave him alone again? jungkook wouldn't do that would-he! after knowing jimin condition wasn't it wasn't good for him to be left alone just yet, these kinda thoughts didn't leave jimin mind, sure his demons were quiet for now but it didn't mean they left for good it's just like a match jimin 1 , demons 0 , everyone has his own demons that's how human mind and life works wether you call them insecurities or anxiety or negative thoughts or demons its the same things in the end they are the bad part of your self  but it's different form a person to another  some they controle their own demons so they just turn into small negative thoughts like the ones you'll have when you are in a complex situation or in your life generally they tend to tell you wether what you're doing is good or not, if you should do something or leave it or just having a bad feeling or good about something in your daily life and there are others who are in a good terme with their demons those we call bad people in our life or just give them other names like criminals , murderer , thiefs or just those who enjoy seeing other suffer and there is the small percent of people who are just like jimin they let their demons control their mind but not their personality and actions or just they want to fight them but they cant so they go into a mental disorder or start behaving weirdly or just lock themselves to ease their pain , in the end these kinda of things and feeling are different from an individual to another.

" jungkookie hyung" he weakly called getting up from the bed to search for his dear hyung, starting his missions from the bathroom, still no jungkook to the other room aka his still no jungkook then searching around the house he didn't find anyone how come they all left him alone knowing how weak and vulnerable he is without saying a word " where are you hyungie " he mumbled with  teary eyes he walked to the garden after a long time her he was back to the place where everything started where he got kidnapped, with shaky legs and arms he punched the door open 

' let me go, please let me go ' voices started coming back to his head, he started recalling what happened the other day how they got in and how they started dragging him out 

' Mr. big help ' the poor guy yelled but he got a hard slap on his face after that, he started struggling and calling for help hoping his bodyguard would hear him

' help please jungkookie hyung, yoongi hyung. tae anyone ' one of the 4 guys punched him in the face just as he started struggling again one of them put a piece of tissue in his mouth and nose just as he started losing conscience he saw the bodyguard rushing toward him after that everything went blank he didn't know what happened, the poor soul crawled down into a corner crying and yelling his heart out while pooling in his hear so hard that some of it came in his hand 

" Please let me goo " he mumbled, again and again, none stop pulling in his hair and scratching his face and arms, poor beautiful he didn't know that coming here will make him like this he just wanted to check for his hyung 

" OMG jimin sweety !" someone said from a distance " what happened to you " he rushed toward him kneeling in front of the boy " hey it's me jinnie hyung, calm down please "

" no no no, please don't hurt me, please let me go " the boy shouted backing away till the wall stopped him

" Hey it's okey it's me "

" let me go LET ME GOO, DON'T TOUCH ME " jin backed away reaching for his phone to dialect a number after some rings the other line picked up 

" what 'up hyung you know I'm dealing with this fucker, urgent?" the other line said  with frustration

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