𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐧/𝐍~

~𝘈𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦(1/2)~

Acceptance you see,
Is the hardest thing in the world.
Some would say
"Death is."
But then,
Think about it...
It is not really death that is scary.
Death is inevitable.
Death is but like a battery
That has run out of charge.
Something that you know
Happens with batteries.
A dead battery is not scary.
And by that logic,
Neither is death.
(At least, that is what I believe).
It is not even losing some loved one
That's difficult either.
It is the acceptance of it,
That is.
It is difficult to accept that
Something or someone
That once was a part of your life,
is not in your life anymore.
It is the acceptance of the fact
That you might someday cease to exist
And the world will go on
Just the way it did,
Or that, your absence will
Leave someone with a void
Or worst,
No one would mourn
The loss of you,
Is what is difficult.
Acceptance of the fact
That no matter what or how
You do things,
The way you carry yourself,
The way you look,
The way you talk,
The way you smile,
The way you do anything at all
Or maybe not even do anything,
And still, there'll be people who
Would always find faults
Who would always blame you
Of not being enough
Or of being just too much
Of being too uptight
Of being too brainy to be pretty
Or of being too pretty to be decent,
Is difficult.
It really is!
Acceptance that at the end of the day,
You don't matter
Despite being judged
Seven shades of Sunday
By people who don't even know you well
Or worst again,
By people who actually do know you,
But still continue
To judge you,
Is difficult.
Acceptance of the fact,
That your family doesn't trust you,
Your friends don't love you,
You yourself doubt your capabilities
More often than you should
And the world proves it for you,
Time and time again,
That you'll never be up to the mark
You'll never rise above the average
Or maybe not even reach
that prescribed mark of average
Is difficult.
Acceptance is difficult.
Impossible at times.
Difficult always.

~sus