Where am I going if I have to choose just one?

Feeling is Believing

My eyes shot open as I looked at my new surroundings. 'Where the hell are my groceries and the people that were around me just a second ago?!' I thought as I jolted up from the grass, I was lying on in what seemed to be a large garden. "Oh, I remember you" said the slightly deep and velvety voice of a man I knew all too well from my daydreams and laptop. "S-s-s-Sebastian" I stammered out turning my upper half realizing that there was no way I just passed out into another daydream. "Yes, that is I, but may I ask what happened to you?" he asked as I laid back down in shock. "Welp," I said looking at the clear blue sky now hanging over my head "looks like I'm not in Kansas anymore" I said sarcastically as I quoted one of my favorite movies. "What?" Sebby (My nickname for Sebastian) asked he bent over to cloud my vision of the sky as I sat up and took in my lavish surroundings, the garden, or at least this section of it, had an array of roses and (f/f) "huh" I nonchalantly said as I was taking in the setting, "I don't remember daydreaming" I said as I laid back down for fear of hurting myself because my head was already spinning "I'd hate to be the bearer of bad news but miss y/n, you are no longer dreaming" I looked at Sebby with what I can only describe as the most shocked face to grace the planet. "Excuse me Sebastian but can I please make sure and touch your arm?" I said, feeling completely and utterly numb from what my brain was trying to understand. "Uh... Alright" he said giving me a quizzical look as my hand hesitantly reached for his arm until it made contact with his sleeve. My mind whirred and spun as the new world I'm in went black. (Yes, again this will happen a lot because of your powers)

I woke up in a lavish room with (f/c) walls with black accents and (f/c) furniture and two people standing at the side of the plush bed I was set on top of. 'Shit the people staring at me 'I turn to my upper half to face the bluenette and raven-haired man quizzically staring at me. "U-u-um Hi?" I stuttered out as I attempted to grasp that I was of THE Ciel Phantomhive and not in one of my dreams. "Please tell me that I'm not dreaming again" I said under my breath "I can confirm that we are truly real this time" Sebby said "THIS TIME?!?" Yelled an angered Ciel as he realized that Sebby had kept a secret from him." yes master, this peculiar girl showed in a 'phantom-like' form once before about a week ago when Lady Elizabeth came for a visit, and we were all in the garden." Sebby explained "You were wondering who I was talking to and to be completely honest I do not know what she is Master." I then looked at the now baffled Earl because he thought his Demon Butler would surely know who and to be frank what I am. (Hehe Reader you know Ciel all too well) "Well I for one know what I am just not how I got here" I said deciding not to kill yourself by thinking about how you got here and what I'm supposed to do with this whole situation and focus on one thing at a time. "Well then, what are you Miss-" I realized Ciel was asking for your name "oh, I'm (Y/n), (Y/n) (L/n) and I am a Human just like you Ciel" I now fully regret walking out of the house this morning. Ciel pulled out a Revolver from some hidden pocket and pointed it straight as my head "How do you know my name?" "Well," I started as I had a straight up panic attack on the inside because this man has the power to blow my brains out right here and now but I kept my face calm just like when I'm facing my Stepmother and pushed the tip of the gun away from my face.