Ch: 30 What are we ?

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Authors Note:
I apologize for the late update. There's so much on my mind, but its been hard to put in words. So here you go, vote, comment, follow. Hope you enjoy ! :)
- Allie

Ashley :

Ash's words rang through my head as I ran out of my room, away from the guy who has been haunting my dreams ever since that first night.
I could understand why Ash was angry, he had always been overprotective of me. But he had to understand that this was my chance at happiness, even if it lasted only for a little while.
Which is what bothered me the most, why had Damian changed his mind ?
Was it because Lindsey had found her mate in Lance, and he realized he could no longer have her ?
My chest tightened at the thought that Lindsey might be the girl he was talking about on the phone that one time I had eavesdropped.

Maybe he was in love with her ? I thought as I didn't bother to undress before shifting. I watched as my clothes fluttered around me, in irreparable dismay.
''Maybe he really does want to be with us ?'' My wolf chipped into my inner dialogue, not wanting to believe for a second that Damian was heartbroken over Lindsey and using us as a rebound.
''But how does that explain his sudden change of mind?" I demanded to know.
She didn't have an answer to that, and that's what bothered me even more. She was supposed to be the one I go to when I needed an answer. She was supposed to have this sixth sense that would leave me feeling as if my issue would vanish with just her advice.
Although we were basically one, Lee had a mind of her own. She wouldn't hesitate to tell me what she really thought and for that I knew I could count on my wolf.

But right now I could only count on myself.
I knew the instant Damian had so those words that the issue wouldn't be whether I could resist him but whether my wolf had the strength to resist his wolf.
Just as I was attracted to Damian , my wolf was equally attracted to Damian's wolf. But since our wolves were a lot stronger than our human bodies that meant that their bond was stronger as well. In a blink of an eye my wolf could take over and have Damian against a wall with our lips interlocked In a heated make out session.
That was something that I seriously wanted to avoid.
I wanted so desperately to let my guard down with Damian but what he said stopped me. He wasn't sure if he wanted to accept me as his mate, he only wanted to try being mates. What did that mean exactly ?
Were we gonna act like a couple ? Would he still fool around with all those sluts from school ? Would we kiss, hold hands, cuddle like normal couples ? What exactly were we ?

My head hurt from all this thinking and all I wanted to do right now was just forget. I let my wolf take over as I enjoyed the feel of the wind whipping against my white fur. It had been a while since I had gone for a run, least of all let her take over and just run wild and free.
Just as I was beginning to relax a delicious aroma filled my nostrils , and my wolf instantly perked its ears in recognition.
Oh no, I thought as I tried to regain control of my wolf but she wouldn't budge. Not again!
Before I knew it my wolf jumped over some bushed before landing gracefully in a clearing filled with dandelions.
As white fluff surrounded me, a sight I would have been mesmerized by in my human form, all I could focus on was on the wolf not so far away.
I recognized the clearing immediately, my father and mother would take me and Ash out here as young pups.

His thick white fur rustled with the wind, the snow white strands gleaming in the sun light.
I couldn't take my eyes off of him as he gracefully walked up to me, his power radiated off of him in waves causing my wolf to whimper .
I realized then that Damian no longer had control over his wolf either, as his pitch black eyes stared down at me.
My wolf reached his shoulder, the Alpha blood coursing through his veins making him much bigger than ordinary civilian wolves.
My wolf began to walk around Damian's wolf, rubbing her tail suggestively against him.
Oh you've got to be kidding me, I thought as I tried once more to regain control but my wolf was adamant .
She wanted her mate, and she wanted him now.
I wouldn't allow her to do this again!
You're wolves will mate, just as you will mate, Uncle Dons voice popped in my head.
Oh no, oh hell no!
Damian's wolf let out a low growl as he nipped our backside.

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